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Is Scientology really that bad?

Voodoo

Free Your Mind And Your Ass Will Follow
Is Scientology really that bad?

Scott Rainey, Retired Entrepreneur

Google “How many religions on earth today? You’ll get 4,200.

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Scientology is classified as a New religious movement. The “Church” of Scientology claims to have unique knowledge about Life, the Universe, and Everything (LUE).
Just like the other 4,199.

One difference between Scientology (and their hundreds of related corporations) and all the others, is the price they charge to share their unique knowledge of LUE with you. It is somewhere north of $250,000.00 (a quarter million dollars USD).

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You can pay up front, or pay over time or you can obligate yourself to serve Scientology for your next 10,000,000 or so reincarnations..

They promise that for this consideration, they will teach you to do some pretty supernatural stuff, including killing with a glance. I have never seen any of these claimed super powers demonstrated, not even on YouTube. And I have looked.

You may want to ask for a demo at some point short of giving them the full $250,000.00. No need to kill a person for this demo, tonight's dinner-critter should be fine.

Most folks pay the $250,000.00 over time, rather than all at once, because Scientology’s unique knowledge about LUE is a lot to take in all at once.

An alternative to giving the church a quarter million dollars in cash, is to sign a Billion Year Contract to serve the church 60–100 hours a week, at a tiny fraction of minimum wage, across several million reincarnations.

If that sounds a bit nuts to you, the first time I ever met a person who signed that contract was around 1975. She was a very beautiful very intelligent young woman who totally knew her value in the material world, but chose to contract herself over millions of reincarnations for a the promise of all of that LUE enlightenment. She didn’t have all that cash at this point in her current life cycle and the transaction seemed logical to her. No idea if Amy House is still alive (this cycle) or if she still keeping this faith.

Something you need to know up front:
Your personal Scientology supervisory committee may at some point suspect that your parents, siblings, children, spouse or friends - might try telling you that “Scientology is a big expensive scam.” If so, they’ll order you to disconnect from that person. To protect you from those poison ideas.

Disconnection means the Church of Scientology orders you to never speak to that friend or family member again. Mother / Father / Sister / Brother / Spouse / Grandparent / Grandchild / Child: No face-to-face, FB, FAX, Snapchat, InstaAnything, email, text. Ever. Yes really. If you refuse to disconnect you yourself can be kicked out of the Church of Scientology; and all of your friends and relatives who are still active will be ordered to disconnect from you.

Forever. Yes. Really.

This will be enforced by something like a lie detector test, every month or three. PTS is Scientology speak for Potential Trouble Source. Disconnection orders are to protect you from potential exposure to “thought-crimes.”

A lot of celebrities get involved in Scientology, so you can get a lot of information by simply Googling ex-scientologist celebrity

After about $150K worth of religious services a lot of people drop out when they receive the secret teachings called OT-3. You can learn all about OT-3 free on the interwebs. Thank you Google. Thank you Arnaldo Lerma.

Disconnection is alarmingly common in Scientology. A few other religions practice disconnection, but generally it’s quite rare. Most such faiths are new, including some polygamous fringes of LDS; but at least one is 1,400 years old old.

Any religion that practices disconnection is deeply evil if you ask me.

There are a few faiths that don’t want you asking questions or hearing ideas from other faiths, not even if you are looking for better understanding or practices in common. If you encounter any of these practices: Run away I say, even if you were born into that faith.

People change religions all the time. You can answer your own question, by finding out what ex-members say about Scientology - or any faith they just left. Ask also, what a given faith generally says about an ex-member, after they leave.

Answers to these questions will inform you if any faith is really that bad. Or not.
Ideally, you will want to do that research before you invest time and blood and treasure. If you’re already in, you may want to do that research right now.

EDIT: Some of the claimed Superpowers Available to Scientologists
— After you have “donated” over a quarter million dollars (US) to them.

Telekenesis
Mind-Control
Psychic Abilities
Super Senses
Immunity from Physical Ailments
Controlling the People Around You
Become Like a God and Create Your Own World
A Universal Stopwatch
Kill with a glance

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lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
What you describe is actually factual and correct and lead us to ask, thus, a second question:

Q: Is $cientology really a religion?

A: No, $cientology is pretending to be a religion for tax exemption purposes, but it is a billions $ real estate business run as a mafia cult.
They sell bullshit wrapped with lies to either get your money or slave work in their business.

The top executives of $cientology don't do what they sell you to save your eternity; like a drug pusher who doesn't take his stuff.
 

Xenu Xenu Xenu

Patron Meritorious
Yes, it's that bad.

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"If there ever was a devil, he designed the reactive mind."
-- L. Ron Hubbard
from page 70, Dianetics The Modern Science Of Mental Health

The reactive mind doesn't exist but Hubbard certainly designed it just the same. I wonder if the above quote was his little ''in joke''. He was a bad dude and Scientology kills.
 
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Clay Pigeon

Gold Meritorious Patron
Yes...

It is that bad; CoS does things which make blood boil

OTOH...

When it's done right and well by people who understand and abide The Creed of Church, respect our Judeochristian scripture and the vast well of accumulated wisdom of human civilization and honor The Bill of Rights...

It can be pretty damn good
 

pineapple

Silver Meritorious Patron
When it's done right and well by people who understand and abide The Creed of Church, respect our Judeochristian scripture and the vast well of accumulated wisdom of human civilization and honor The Bill of Rights...
Respect for Judeochristian scripture? "He who hath ears to hear, let him hear ..."


"With the exception of the original Buddhism, virtually all religions of any consequence on this planet, mono- and pantheistic alike, have been instruments to speed the progress of this "evolution of consciousness" and bring about the eventual enslavement of mankind. As you know, Siddhartha Gautama never claimed to be anything more than a man. Having caught on to this operation, he postulated his own return as Metteyya, part of which prophecy will have been fulfilled upon the passing of L. Ron Hubbard.

For those of you whose Christian toes I may have stepped on, let me take the opportunity to disabuse you of some lovely myths. For instance, the historic Jesus was not nearly the sainted figure has been made out to be. In addition to being a lover of young boys and men, he was given to uncontrollable bursts of temper and hatred that belied the general message of love, understanding and other typical Marcab PR. You have only to look at the history his teachings inspired to see where it all inevitably leads. It is historic fact and yet man still clings to the ideal, so deep and insidious is the biologic implanting."
-- HCO BULLETIN OF 5 MAY 1980

Full HCOB here:
http://www.forum.exscn.net/threads/is-scientology-satanic.46986/#post-1171402
 

Bill

Gold Meritorious Patron
Yes...

It is that bad; CoS does things which make blood boil

OTOH...

When it's done right and well by people who understand and abide The Creed of Church, respect our Judeochristian scripture and the vast well of accumulated wisdom of human civilization and honor The Bill of Rights...

It can be pretty damn good
Or, to put that in real world terms:
People of good will can often help others even when using parts of Hubbard's "tech" -- however, the organizations of Scientology are very harmful and should be avoided at all costs.
 

lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
Poor guy!
He was jealous of all the love Jesus got
A man who died 2,000 years ago...........



LRH


For those of you whose Christian toes I may have stepped on, let me take the opportunity to disabuse you of some lovely myths. For instance, the historic Jesus was not nearly the sainted figure has been made out to be. In addition to being a lover of young boys and men, he was given to uncontrollable bursts of temper and hatred that belied the general message of love, understanding and other typical Marcab PR. You have only to look at the history his teachings inspired to see where it all inevitably leads.
 
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Clay Pigeon

Gold Meritorious Patron
Or, to put that in real world terms:
People of good will can often help others even when using parts of Hubbard's "tech" -- however, the organizations of Scientology are very harmful and should be avoided at all costs.

I don't direct people into CoS myself and though I wouldn't try stop someone from beginning a study there I would hope they might pay some attention to some of the organization's harshest critics.
 

Clay Pigeon

Gold Meritorious Patron
Respect for Judeochristian scripture? "He who hath ears to hear, let him hear ..."


"With the exception of the original Buddhism, virtually all religions of any consequence on this planet, mono- and pantheistic alike, have been instruments to speed the progress of this "evolution of consciousness" and bring about the eventual enslavement of mankind. As you know, Siddhartha Gautama never claimed to be anything more than a man. Having caught on to this operation, he postulated his own return as Metteyya, part of which prophecy will have been fulfilled upon the passing of L. Ron Hubbard.

For those of you whose Christian toes I may have stepped on, let me take the opportunity to disabuse you of some lovely myths. For instance, the historic Jesus was not nearly the sainted figure has been made out to be. In addition to being a lover of young boys and men, he was given to uncontrollable bursts of temper and hatred that belied the general message of love, understanding and other typical Marcab PR. You have only to look at the history his teachings inspired to see where it all inevitably leads. It is historic fact and yet man still clings to the ideal, so deep and insidious is the biologic implanting."
-- HCO BULLETIN OF 5 MAY 1980

Full HCOB here:
http://www.forum.exscn.net/threads/is-scientology-satanic.46986/#post-1171402
Thank you Pineapple...

I am grateful for people like you who publish Hubbard's own words.

I don't give a damn what he said which I don't adopt but it is important to know that it's there.


And...

I've read Hubbard very carefully...

In the first edition of SOS there is an oblique but unmistakable allusion to the divine nature of The Nazarene and in his parting statement, "Mission Earth" is an equally unmistakable use of familiar literary device to name The Nazarene as The Christ and a proper confession by the penitent completed with a most charming and childlike plea commending his soul into His care.

L. Ron Hubbard is accepted as a fellow Christian and distinctly Judeochristian whereas it is a very Jewish thing "to have a lover's quarrel with God" and as your citation makes evident Pineapple, the esteemed Mr Hubbard's Christian faith was so deep and powerful he displayed his contempt for The Devil's Advocate by piling high the DA's plate with vile viands.

Ahhh...

Sunday!


And this dear friends has been your Sabbath homily from the (self appointed) Chaplain's General Pro Tempore of the Church of American Science
 

Me and My Self

Self-born, Autogamous Unicorn
A: No, $cientology is pretending to be a religion for tax exemption purposes, but it is a billions $ real estate business run as a mafia cult.
I have to admit that, fortunately** (or maybe not) at the time and place I was in, almost all staff members emphasized the above first part of the sentence. In front of one's sarcastic "i-dont-buy-your-bs" face, and with a complice wink, one would either be told not to pay much attention to the "religion concept" stuff, as it was indeed for tax exemption, or be pontified on end about how this in fact wanted to convey the real and deep essential meaning of the word's etimology "re-ligare", re-unite, all the group thing and such blah.

The Illuminati-like exclusive VIP Rich and Famous stuff + flashy cruise ship was all over the place with those Advance and Freedom magazines et al. A big oxymoronic clash with the actual state of the premises at that time though.
Suspicious stuff.
But "curiosity kills the cat", they say.

(**) in my case, if I had been pushed the "religion" BS from the beginning, I would have run away much earlier.
 

Me and My Self

Self-born, Autogamous Unicorn
(snip)

L. Ron Hubbard is accepted as a fellow Christian and distinctly Judeochristian whereas it is a very Jewish thing "to have a lover's quarrel with God" and as your citation makes evident Pineapple, the esteemed Mr Hubbard's Christian faith was so deep and powerful he displayed his contempt for The Devil's Advocate by piling high the DA's plate with vile viands.

(snip)
What? Where? Who?
Me no comprende. Please translate ... (or are you j/k?)
 

PirateAndBum

Gold Meritorious Patron
Hubbard would have laughed in your face Birdy. He wasn't a Christian. His BS in the OT VIII Student Briefing was just one of his more insane moments. Declaring oneself Lucifer doesn't make you a Christian no matter how much you'd like to spin that as his little tiff with God.
 

lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
Lol :D




Mr Hubbard Christian faith was so deep that he tried to steel Christian followers to Jesus by a nasty declare that Jesus was a jerk and a pedophile...

Birdy is not trying to figure out how Ron would have known that??? Did he attend the same pseudo Jesus pedophile party ? Apparently he didn't yet cognited that Dr Hubbard was mentally ill and was projecting his sins into others...(abusing and harming kid)

Birdie is a true devoted Ron loyal officer...he comes to his defense, no matter what!
 

pineapple

Silver Meritorious Patron
I've read Hubbard very carefully...

In the first edition of SOS there is an oblique but unmistakable allusion to the divine nature of The Nazarene and in his parting statement, "Mission Earth" is an equally unmistakable use of familiar literary device to name The Nazarene as The Christ and a proper confession by the penitent completed with a most charming and childlike plea commending his soul into His care.

L. Ron Hubbard is accepted as a fellow Christian and distinctly Judeochristian whereas it is a very Jewish thing "to have a lover's quarrel with God" and as your citation makes evident Pineapple, the esteemed Mr Hubbard's Christian faith was so deep and powerful he displayed his contempt for The Devil's Advocate by piling high the DA's plate with vile viands.
Hubbard said whatever he believed aided the survival of L. Ron Hubbard. The dynamic principle of existence, remember? Survive! For Hubbard this meant the acquisition of ever more wealth and power.

"Material things are yours for the asking. Men are your slaves. Elemental spirits are your slaves.
You are power among powers, light in the darkness, beauty in all." -- The Affirmations of L. Ron Hubbard

http://www.forum.exscn.net/threads/who-was-l-ron-hubbard.17684/#post-408961

When it suited him to push our Christian buttons he did so. When he thought he could get away with it -- when he had the audience sufficiently controlled -- he revealed his desire to replace Christ and make himself the Messiah.
 
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Operating DB

Truman Show Dropout
Derail...The first thing I read on this thread was Voodoo's subtitle under his avatar "Free your mind and your ass will follow." Well, that got a big chuckle out of me. I performed the song "Free your MInd" by En Vogue in a choir last January. As with all songs I perform I'm apt to modify lyrics in a J&D manner. I can't help it. My mind just goes there on auto. LOL. The actual lyric is "Free your mind and the rest will follow" in case anyone was wondering.

Thanks for the laugh, Voodoo. We share a common sense of aberrated humor.
 

Voodoo

Free Your Mind And Your Ass Will Follow
Derail...The first thing I read on this thread was Voodoo's subtitle under his avatar "Free your mind and your ass will follow." Well, that got a big chuckle out of me. I performed the song "Free your MInd" by En Vogue in a choir last January. As with all songs I perform I'm apt to modify lyrics in a J&D manner. I can't help it. My mind just goes there on auto. LOL. The actual lyric is "Free your mind and the rest will follow" in case anyone was wondering.

Thanks for the laugh, Voodoo. We share a common sense of aberrated humor.
"Free your mind and your ass will follow" is a line spoken by George Clinton in the song, "Maggot Brain", by the band Funkadelic. The album of the same name came out in 1969.

Oh yes, I'm still a funkateer after all these years. :bow:
 
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Clay Pigeon

Gold Meritorious Patron
Thank you Pirate and Bum, Lotus, and Pineapple for your responses.

I have one question for you...

Are ny of you professing Christians?

Also the same question to PTS4, Me and Myself and Xenu Xenu Xenu who hit the "Winner" button on said responses.
 

pineapple

Silver Meritorious Patron
Thank you Pirate and Bum, Lotus, and Pineapple for your responses.

I have one question for you...

Are ny of you professing Christians?

Also the same question to PTS4, Me and Myself and Xenu Xenu Xenu who hit the "Winner" button on said responses.
I was raised Catholic but stopped believing in it around age 13. The moral principles are good but I don't buy the theology. I've been an agnostic since age 13.
 

PirateAndBum

Gold Meritorious Patron
Is it really that bad? Read this story of a former CMO Messenger and judge for yourself:

She was 23 when she got out This was before the reign of Miscavige. She was with Hubbard at La Quinta.

DECLARATION OF ANNE ROSENBLUM

REHABILITATION PROJECT FORCE

The RPF was created by LRH in 1974 for people who were in ethics
trouble and not getting handled, as well as for R/S-er's [the
criminally insane]. The RPF rules and regulations are all covered in
the "Flag Order 3434" series. The basic issue which gives the outline
of the RPF is Flag Order 3434. There are numerous other issues as
more rules and regulations were made. These issues are all in a
series (i. e. F.O. 3434-1; F.O. 3434-2, etc.). I believe they were up
to around F.O. 3434-30 by the time I left.

The idea of the RPF is to "rehabilitate" people who are out-
ethics [not behaving], SP's [Suppressive Persons] and/or psychotic.
The RPF is a totally "self-sustaining" unit. In other words, it
handles all of its own tech, ethics, etc. The senior person is called
the RPF Bosun. Directly under him is the RPF MAA. Under him are the
section leaders, and then the section members. There are 5-8 people
in each section, and each one is numbered "Section A", "Section B",
etc. Each section is assigned different "cleaning stations" and
projects to do. The only exception to that is the "Tech Section,"
which doesn't work on projects because they have to handle the co-
auditing in the RPF.

The RPF operates on "two watches." While one watch is on
study, the other watch is on work. When I was first sent to the RPF,
the Clearwater Bank building (Scientology owned) had just burned down,
and my section was assigned to "salvage the SO-1 files" (SO-1 files
are all the letters people write to LRH). [SO-1 stood for Standing
Order #1 wherein Hubbard ordered all letters addressed to him would be
answered by him. They were not, in reality. They were answered by
the SO-1 Unit who were all given training in duplicating Hubbard's
signature exactly.]

I was up at about 5:45 A. M. and we mustered in the Fort
Harrison garage. We took roll call, and then went to do "Cleaning
stations" (cleaning the bathrooms and hallways of the F. H.). Then we
had breakfast, then roll call again, then went to study for 5 hours.
After that we went to work on handling the SO-1 files. We did that
until about 10:30 or 11:00 P. M. Then we had another muster and then
went to bed. Then there was a bed-check of everyone.

The rules of the RPF are:
1. No walking. You had to run all the time.

2. You were not allowed to speak to anyone outside the RPF.

3. You were not allowed to originate any communication,
written or otherwise, to anyone outside the RPF, unless there was an
emergency situation, or unless you cleared it with your RPF's seniors
first.

4. You were not allowed to go anywhere by yourself, unless
authorized to do so. Even when going to the bathroom, someone had
to go with you. You would also get in trouble if you saw anyone start
to go off by themselves and didn't go with them, then report it.

5. You had to call all RPF seniors "Sir." If there was some
reason you had to talk to someone outside the RPF (and got permission
for it), you had to call them "Sir" when speaking with them.

6. All letters you wrote had to be put in a stamped, unsealed
envelope, then dropped in a box in RPF room. The RPF MAA then
read all out-going mail. You are not allowed to send anything
directly out of the RPF, including and especially, personal letters.

7. You are allowed only in "RPF designated areas," which, for
me, was the Fort Harrison garage (it is a spiral 4 story garage), and
the RPF course room, right off the second floor garage. You were not
allowed to go anywhere else, the only exception being during morning
cleaning stations when you cleaned the rest of the Fort Harrison.

8. Had to wear dark blue boiler-suits or dark blue shirts and
pants.

9. Were not allowed "luxuries" (their word for it) such as
music, seeing T. V., (at one point half dozen people were sent to the
RPF's RPF for having seen some T. V. in a room they were in when they
were sick) playing cards, perfume, etc.--anything like that.

10. There is an F.O. 3434 series called "Rocks and Shoals."
There are penalties one gets for anything they do wrong such as non
compliance to an order, not calling a senior "Sir," walking instead of
running, missing a spot on a mirror you were cleaning, etc. The
penalties consist of doing so many laps, sit-ups or push-ups. The
laps are running up and down the garage ramp.

When I first arrived in the RPF, I went to the RPF MAA (Master-
at-Arms, in charge of "ethics") and was given forms to sign. I don't
remember what I signed. I don't remember reading them. I only
vaguely recall one of them which was something about how I entered the
RPF voluntarily to be able to get redemption, and that I'm being
treated well, being taken care of, etc. I don't remember at all
what else I signed. For one thing, I was still in a state of shock
and confusion at being in the RPF. They were forms to go to the G. O.
[Guardians Office] - I do remember that much.

The next step in "routing into the RPF" is to work out with the
RPF MAA what your condition is on the 1st dynamic (yourself). The RPF
in itself is your "liability" on the 3rd dynamic. The 3rd dynamic is
the group dynamic, that is, your relationship to others. That's why
the RPF is sort of an amends project. When you complete the RPF
program, you have to get every staff member in the Flag Land Base to
sign your liability formula [Written steps which show you have atoned
and done amends for your evil deeds against scientology and are ready
to resume useful participation in the group.], and then you're
considered out of the RPF. The condition of the 3rd dynamic,
acceptance of the group, is thereby fulfilled.

To complete the RPF, one has to co-audit the RPF program during
the 5 hour daily study time they are allowed. The auditing program at
the time I was there consisted of:

1. Classified Confessional [Security Check, a list of questions
you must answer about your evil deeds]

2. Expanded Drug Rundown including a full battery of objectives

3. Word Clearing Method I

4. Any other Expanded Dianetics

5. Expanded Dianetics including full R/S handling

6. Conditions and Exchange by Dynamics [various other
brainwashing procedures employed by scientology].

Everyone in the RPF has a "twin" whom they co-audit with. Each
person not only has to complete the RPF auditing program themselves,
but they must audit someone else fully through it. So "twins" audit
each other.

The actions are learned (how to audit) by what is called the
"Read it-Drill it-Do it" (RDD) basis. You read the necessary HCOB's
[Hubbard Bulletin] on how to audit the action, then drill it and get a
check out on it by the RPF Tech Supervisor, then go audit it. The
auditing is set up like the old Saint Hill style - everyone audits in
the same room, lined up, or on separate tables all over the place. At
first it was hard to get used to doing that, but after a while it
stops bothering you, and then you really don't care if everyone hears
all the crazy things you say in session because you know everyone else
around you is just as crazy as you. This is the general thought of
people there.

After you're in the RPF awhile, you just learn to "accept the
fact that you're crazy and that's why you're in the RPF".
Frequently PC's [people undergoing auditing] would go nuts in
their auditing, and start hollering and yelling and crying and
carrying on. So the Tech Supervisor would just move the co-audit
outside and they'd continue auditing in the garage.

We received $4.00 a week here. If we needed to buy soap or
cigarettes or something like that, we'd give a list of what we needed
and the money to this guy who would go to the store once a week for
the RPFers to get the things we needed. We were not allowed to go
ourselves. We weren't allowed to step foot outside the building!
I was actually only "on the decks," working on projects for a
few months. I then became the Tech In Charge of a watch. After a few
months of that I began having trouble sleeping, and my auditing was
becoming weird. My mind was starting to fall apart. I was used to
late night work, from being a Messenger, so I requested to become an
RPF C/S (Case Supervisor): I'd read over all the sessions each night
and "grade" the auditor and tell him what things to run the PC on the
next day. The C/Ses had to work at night so the PC folders would be
ready the next day for auditing. This was approved, and I became a
C/S, which I continues until I left the RPF.

When I was first in the RPF, we ate on a table set up in the
garage. But as winter came around, it was a bit cold, and it was also
"bad PR" [Public Relations] for the FCCI's [persons undergoing
auditing at Flag] who saw us. FCCI means Flag Completed Case
Intensive. They are public scientologists who were paying for
services at Flag. The FCCI's would always walk past us on their way
to and from their cars. So we were moved into the "lower" staff
dining room and ate there after the staff finished eating.

Our sleeping arrangements were bad. The guys slept in what was
used as the RPF course room during the day. It was an old storage
room, with no windows. They would throw their mattresses on the floor
at night, and the room was filled with wall-to-wall mattresses.
When I was originally in the RPF the girls slept in a hallway
near an elevator shaft, leading to the garage. The mattresses covered
the floors there also. We were later moved to an old locker room in
the Fort Harrison, with no windows. They let us turn the vents on
during the night to keep from suffocating but the door was closed to
prevent someone from blowing [leaving]. An RPF MAA or someone "high
up" in the RPF, would sleep near the door, and of course bed checks
were done nightly. There were also F. H. [Fort Harrison Hotel]
Security Guards constantly policing the F. H. plus an "RPF Guard" in
the garage at night.

In December, 1978, we were moved to a storage area in the
garage. It was a partly wooden, partly cement, enclosure built
against one of the garage walls. It was build to be a storage area,
but as the RPF grew so large, it was made the RPF girl's sleeping
area. Wooden bunks were built, that were about 1/2 to 1/3 the size of
a regular twin bed. The bunks were built 3 and 4 stacks high, and
were put in there side-by-side. Our "mattresses" were pieces of foam
cut to fit the bunks. It was like crawling into a hole to get into
bed. You couldn't even sit up because of the bunk above you, and it
was difficult to try to turn over because they weren't wide enough.
The worst problem was that being in the garage, we inhaled all the car
fumes when cars would go through, in addition to the noise of cars
that FCCI's and staff would make driving in and out.

We had routine visits from Fire and Health Officials in
Clearwater. Somehow, the G. O. seemed to know in advance when they
were coming, and were warned. When they arrived, we stacked
mattresses, boxes and all sorts of junk in our sleeping space, to make
it look like a storage area. The officials apparently never suspected
that people were actually living there. If an official surprised us,
the G. O. would take him around other F. H. areas while we received
the message to make it look like a storage area. The staff lodging in
the Fort Harrison was pretty bad also. Many staff and students had 6-
8 beds in a small room. When officials came around, those rooms were
locked or signs put on them "Confessionals in Progress" so no one
would go in, and the G. O. would randomly show them other rooms with
only 2 or 3 beds.

I find it very difficult to describe what happened to me
mentally and emotionally in the RPF. I spent the first few weeks
getting one security check after another. The first was a security
check on anything I had done or told anyone while I was "blown" and
any overts while I was at WHQ [Western Headquarters, La Quinta, CA?].
After that, I received a visit from the G. O. and was accused of
taking money from the WHQ. I was security checked on that. Then I
received a special security check written by the CMO on everything I
had been involved with or knew as a Messenger.

After all that was finally over, I was given a "twin" and
started on my RPF auditing program. At this point, I realized I was a
List 1 R/Ser [totally psychotic, suppressive person] because the
person I was 'twinned' with was a List 1 R/Ser. According to RPF
rules, only List 1 R/Sers could twin with List 1 R/Sers. This order
is one of the F.O. 3434 series. Obviously I had R/Sed on one of the
sec checks and was now considered a threat to LRH.

This really shocked me, because I know List 1 R/Sers were
SP's and therefore I was Suppressive Person, which according to their
policies meant I was evil and psychotic. It took me weeks before I
could "accept" that I was an "SP." I finally realized and accepted
the fact that I was an SP, psychotic and needed the RPF. It was my
only hope for salvation.

This thing of "psychosis" is very much imposed on you in the
RPF. When I didn't think I could handle the RPF, I talked to the RPF
MAA about it and he had me read policies on R/Sers and psychosis and
psychotics. Then he explained how the RPF is set up in a way to
handle psychotics. Because psychotic people cannot follow orders, or
complete cycles of action (in other words, finish anything they
start). You are told that the RPF rules are there to keep everyone's
psychosis under control long enough to audit and handle them.
At musters people told "success stores," such as: "Today I
realized why I'm in the RPF. I realized that I really am psychotic
about many things and that I really have to handle it. And all I can
say is thank you LRH, for giving me this chance to get handled and
redeemed."

"Today in my auditing we handled a psychosis I've had for
trillions of years, and we ran it back to the basic and it just blew.
I know I'll never have that psychosis again."

"I just finished handling an ethics cycle with the MAA and it's
probably the best thing that's ever happened to me. I found that my
ethics have been out ever since I got into Scientology, and because my
ethics have been out, the tech wasn't going in on me so I wasn't
getting the gains that I should have been getting. Well, I can now
say that I really am Scientologist, and I know that LRH's tech is the
greatest in the world."

Everyone at musters would cheer and clap. These are just
examples of some of the things people said.

Within the RPF, is the RPF's RPF. This is where people who
haven't realized that they need the RPF, are sent. In Clearwater,
they were sent down to the boiler room under guard, of course, and had
to work there the entire day scrubbing pipes and walls in the boiler
room. They are segregated from all other RPF members. They were given
a pen and paper to write their overts and write lower ethics condition
formulas while in the boiler room. They were allowed 15 minutes to
shower before going to bed at night and allowed an average of 5 hours
sleep. They ate after the RPF ate, and were only allowed enough time
to eat. They did this until they realized how evil and suppressive
they are and how much they need the RPF.

About a dozen people were sent to the RPF's RPF during the time
I was there. One guy was sent there because he tripped down the
stairs and accidentally set off the fire alarm in the Fort Harrison.
Usually, the people there were those who wanted to leave or who had
been involved in some sort of "out - 2D" [Hubbard's Second Dynamic-
sex]. "Out - 2D" consisted of kissing or holding hands with the
opposite sex. You were not allowed any relationships with the
opposite sex, unless you were married.

People who were married saw their spouses during one meal break
(30 minutes) a day. The spouse had to join the RPF member when the
RPF ate, because the RPF member could not go to a staff dining area.
They were allowed one night a week together regardless of whether both
were in the RPF or not. Then, if the RPF member stats were up, they
could join their spouse after the nightly muster, but had to report
back in the morning. The "night-out" room was in the day care center,
which wasn't used for anything at night. The couples would throw
their mattresses on the floor there for the night.

The one night out a week was canceled by LRH sometime in June or
July of 1978. RPFers were not to have contact with their spouses
except once a day at a meal. This was an F.O 3434 series written by
LRH.

If they had children, RPFers were allowed to see them during the
meal time, plus one hour a week, if their stats were up.

Auditing in the RPF almost destroyed me. For one thing, I had
trouble going "Backtrack" - into past lives. After I finally learned
"past track remedies" where you say anything that pops into your
brain, like monsters or fighting space wars, or whatever, my
imagination ran wild and I began having two or three pictures popping
up at one time, I wouldn't know which one was actually a past life or
if it was my imagination or if they were all past lives but at
different times, or what.

I was "run" on stuff I'd already been "run"
on. I had 3 - 4 drug rundowns, "re-verifications" of my Method 1, 35
hours Op-proby-dup [A process where you walk back and forth examining
and describing a book and a bottle, hours on end for weeks.], etc. I
was getting upset and the move upset I became, the more I was
subjected to auditing. As my "auditing program" deteriorated, I
became more of a security threat and they then put me on security
checks to go over all my overts and withholds. I finally just shut
up, submitted, and let them audit whatever they wanted on me.

This led me to Expanded Dianetics. This is where you audit out
or "run out" all your "evil purposes", and evil intentions and handle
your "Rock Slams" [a particular reaction on the E-Meter that shows a
person is totally psycho]. Evil purposes that your run out are "to
destroy" or "to kill", etc. I must have run dozens of these evil
purposes, then we turned to my R/S handling. By now it's
somewhere around the beginning of 1978, I think. I really have very
little sense of time here - for one thing, one day was just like the
next. There was no variation. Weekends were the same as weekdays.
It is all sort of one big lump to me - especially after I started on
my Expanded Dianetics and my brain really started to come apart. I
was in sort of a cloud or a daze most of the time, that's the only way
I can describe it.

My R/S handling I think was the point where my brain wasn't
just falling apart, but it started to get fried. I was running out
all these evil purposes connected to the R/ses, and I started spouting
out and running out the weirdest things like, "to be somebody else",
"to blow up a planet", "commit suicide," "to never grow up," "to kill
myself," "to destroy bodies." The list was endless. My brain was
just getting fried on all of this. I mean I had to have been the most
evil and craziest person that ever existed. I don't know how to
describe what happened other than that my brain was frying right up. I
felt like I was in a daze half of the time. I'd do things, sort of
like watching myself doing them but not realizing I was doing it, as
if it was somebody else, except that I know it was me. I'd scream at
my auditor, I'd throw down the cans to the E-Meter that I was holding,
I'd refuse to get auditing. I just created a real scene. So of
course, I ended up in ethics, and had a "body guard" put on me.
This whole thing was a period of weeks, I think. But actually,
in the state I was in, it could have been 2 days or it could have been
2 months.

Somewhere around here I got sick and was "off post." I was
in "sick bay." I was sick for a few days, running a high fever. One
morning, the RPF member who handles the sick RPF people, woke me up
very early to take my temperature. I told her it was too early, and
turned over and went back to sleep. She called another RPF member and
they made me stick the thermometer in my mouth. I did, and went over
to the bathroom, because I had just gotten up. My temperature was
still high. They left, and the next thing I knew, the RPF MAA was in
there. He ordered me out of bed and onto the decks. I was angry,
upset and running a fever. I was ordered onto the decks because the
RPF MAA received a report that I went to the bathroom with the
thermometer and had put it under hot water to raise the temperature.
It's an LRH order that sick people are supposed to be "isolated"
from others. When the Flag "Medical Officer" found out I had been
pulled out of isolation, she came over and took my temperature. It
was high, so she sent me back to Sick Bay.

When I finally left "Sick Bay", it was in the evening. I walked
into the RPF course room and there was an order on the bulletin board
throwing me off post and back "on the decks". I couldn't handle that
in the state I was in. My auditing was crazy, and the only other
thing I had in my life was my C/S post.

I looked at the order, turned around, and went to a phone in a
hallway (inter-building phone) and called the Registrar in the F. H.,
giving him a false name. I convinced him to give me the phone number
of another Scientologist in Clearwater. She was the only person I
know who wasn't an S. O member and I believed that she would not turn
me in. Then I walked out of the garage, jumped over the wall, and
just kept walking. No one noticed me, I don't think anyone knew I had
left Sick Bay, so I was not guarded at the time.

I walked like a zombie for about 15 minutes, at least I think it
was about 15 minutes. There was nothing going through my mind. It
was completely blank - like a zombie. It was like my mind was off in
space somewhere. I noticed nothing around me; I don't know where I
walked. Anyway, after about 15 minutes, I began to realize that I had
just jumped over the wall. I was in serious trouble. I was petrified
and wanted to return but if I did, I would be under guard again and
placed in the RPF's RPF. I would also again be placed on their Bad
Indicators (B. I.) list, which consisted of people who were under
guard at all times. I was on the B. I. list when I was taken off the
C/S post, except no one know I left the sick room, so they hadn't
assigned a guard to me yet.

I'm not sure where I was, somewhere on Fort Harrison Avenue,
I think. I sat down on a stairway to figure out what to do. Then I
remembered I had made that phone call to get my friend's number, so I
walked to a 7-11 and called her. I received directions to her house.
It was approximately 4-5 miles. I walked it, and when I got there,
there were 4-5 guys waiting for me. I'm not sure if my friend called
them of if someone heard me asking for my friend's phone number.

I completely broke down when I saw them, crying and carrying on. I told
them I wanted to talk to my friend alone. I was pretty incoherent
talking to my friend. I wasn't making too much sense by this point,
and the tears were just flowing. I kept crying about how I couldn't
handle the RPF anymore. That it was not them, but it was me; I said
that I needed Expanded Dianetics and I had to get myself handled
because I was psychotic, but I couldn't get it handled while in the
RPF, because I was too "restimulated;" and therefore, I would never
get out of the RPF. I was just rambling. Meanwhile, my friend was
convincing me to return to the RPF. She said I would be a fool not to
go back because I'd have such a "freeloader bill" that I could never
pay it back. She told me of a friend of ours (mutual friend) who had
left Scientology, and then was killed in a motorcycle accident.

If I left I'd probably pull in a "motivator" like that (Scientology
believes if you do something bad, then something bad will happen back
to you called a motivator). Finally, I agreed to go back, and "route
out" of the "Sea Org."

So I was "escorted" back by the guys, and put under immediate
guard. I think by now it's about the beginning of August. The next
few weeks until I actually left are pretty hazy to me - sort of like
one mass of confusion. I know I got a "Court of Ethics" and a
"Committee of Evidence" and a "Fitness Board." All of these were
ethics actions showing how bad I was for wanting to leave. If I began
to "doubt" Scientology the MAA would tell me that I wasn't doing the
formulas right and to go back and do them again. I was slowly
becoming crazy.

Meanwhile I was under guard, and I refused to work most of
the time. I was a real "basket case." I finally reached the point
where they would just let me sit and do nothing, or work on my
condition formulas all day long with someone watching me. Sometimes
they would have two people watching me. One of the MAA's tried to
throw me in the RPF's RPF, but I screamed and yelled that I would
"bite" him if he touched me. So they just let me sit, except for
hassling me during the day about being a "freeloader." They would
say: "Don't you think you should do a little work, at least to pay
for the food you're eating?" I usually replied with a "no."
Sometimes I agreed to work. I think they were at a point where they
just didn't know what to do with me anymore.

I finally announced that if I didn't leave I would become
insane. The CMO then announced that LRH had approved an "amnesty for
RPF members." When I came in, there were about 40 RPFers. There were
around 130-150 when I left because people were not getting out. This
amnesty was that any RPFer who wanted to, could leave the RPF. They
would not have a freeloader debt which generally amounted to $30,000 -
$40,000. They would be a Scientologist in good standing, but they
could never work on staff anywhere until they completed their RPF
auditing program at their own expense.

This meant that I could get out of the RPF and not have a
freeloader debt. This very much concerned me because I knew I could
never pay the debt off and Scientology was rabid about making money
and having you pay your debts to them. But I also had no money of my
own to complete the RPF auditing program because I
had worked for them for virtually nothing for six years, 7 days a
week. I was caught in a terrible situation. I was brainwashed into
believing that I needed RPF auditing but had no money to pay for it;
and if I didn't get it, I could not continue in Scientology.

I accepted the amnesty, along with 7 or 8 people. We all then
received security checks concerning whether we were taking any
Scientology data with us, what our intentions were when we left, etc.
Then our luggage and stuff was all checked and searched to make sure
we didn't have any internal documents, etc. They went through all our
pc folders [files containing everything you confessed in auditing] and
made a list of anything that could ever be used against us, such as
crimes of this lifetime, including stealing, selling drugs,
prostitution, etc. - anything considered illegal in the eyes of the
law or immoral in our society. These lists were then drawn up as
affidavits, and we had to sign them. Then we were all taken over to
the G. O.'s office and signed other forms. I don't know what I
signed. I don't even remember reading what I signed. I was just
handed a pen and told to sign.

On September 2, 1978 I boarded an airplane to Colorado with pre-
paid tickets from my parents.

If I could sum the RPF up in just one sentence, it would
probably be, "It is a process by which they make you believe that you
are psychotic, and then you actually do become psychotic."

AFTER LEAVING

After I arrived in Colorado, I spent the first day glued to a
chair listening to the radio. I didn't move from that chair until 2
a. m. I wanted nothing more in this world than to hear music.

Although I now live in a great deal of fear and terror because
of what Scientology did to me, the constant control and deprivation
imposed on me has left me with an appreciation for the simple things
in life. Things like being able to get in a car and go for a ride,
being able to be alone, being able to walk outside, feeling the sun on
you, and all by your own choice without anyone telling you that you
have to do it or that you can't. I don't think I ever really understood
what it means to be free and have freedom, until it was taken from me.

Shortly after I returned home, Jonestown occurred, and that
did it for me. I realized that if at any point LRH had handed me a
glass of poison and told me to drink it, I would have, with no
questions asked and no second thoughts. At that point, I think I got
"shocked" out of Scientology.

I later wrote to some Scientology friends with whom I was still
in contact. I told them I was no longer a Scientologist. I never
heard from them, but instead received an Ethics Order declaring me a
Suppressive Person and expelling me from the "Church."

Emotionally and mentally, I went through quite a trauma
adjusting to the outside world. I experienced a culture shock. My
parents helped me. They left me alone the first few months and I
slept and rested most of the time. Occasionally, my parents took me
for drives in the mountains. My mother was very understanding and she
never made me talk about my experiences. But if I wanted to talk, she
was there. They didn't make me feel like a fool for what I had done,
though I certainly felt like one. I started to come out of the "daze"
I was in, within 2 months, with a lot of "TLC."

I was 23 years old, and I didn't know anything about opening
a personal checking account, taxes, investments, buying a car,
shopping, social security (that was a word I heard that had something
to do with retirement). Watergate was something that I remembered
hearing about, but I only had a vague impression that the President
was impeached or resigned because of something he did to the
Democratic party.

I also experienced something that I believe most ex-cult
members go through - a sort of "void" where everything you believe in
all of a sudden vanished, and it leaves you with nothing to hold on
to. It is a very strange feeling. I went through a long period where
I simply didn't believe anything, T. V., books, newspapers, etc. I
didn't believe because if I had been so wrong before, how could I
trust myself again to believe anything was right?

I eventually researched and studied mind control and the effect
of it. I began to understand what had happened to me.
Around January of February, 1979, I decided to do something
about Scientology. I heard Senator Dole was doing an investigation on
cults. I wrote him a letter about Scientology, LRH and the RPF. I
didn't sign my name, but I suppose it is possible to ascertain who I
was by what I wrote. Anyway, shortly afterwards I began to receive
threatening phone calls. In one call the caller said: "You like your
parents don't you?" Then he laughed and hung up.

The next incident that happened is very vague and uncertain to
me.

Following one of these threatening phone calls, I went to a
restaurant/lounge where my brother and friends usually meet, across
from my brother's home. I remember ordering a "Tequila Sunrise" while
waiting for my brother. I spoke to a man I didn't know who approached
me and started a conversation. He left after about ten minutes. I
left shortly after that feeling a little strange, the next thing I
remember is waking up in a psychiatric ward. My front teeth were
knocked out. Apparently, I lost my balance and fell on my face. The
doctor told me that the laboratory found amphetamines, thorazine and
other drugs in my blood.

I do not take drugs, nor do I have access to them. Aspirin is
about the strongest medication I take. I had no knowledge or memory
of having taken these drugs. I have little memory of the lapse of
time between being in the lounge and ending up in the psychiatric
ward. I am trying to piece the days together prior to my
hospitalization.

I don't know what happened to me. I received a call at work
about a week after being discharged from the hospital. The caller
said: "Next time you won't be so lucky."

I consulted a therapist at the Mental Health Association after I
was discharged from the hospital. Initially, I was terrified and
frightened. Then I felt the most intense hatred and anger I had ever
experienced directed primarily toward myself and to Scientology. I
turned inward, and came very close to putting a hole in my head.
I'm over that now and the anger has left me. I do get upset
when I think or talk about the RPF or what happened to me in the
hospital. I shake and I get the chills, and I suffer from insomnia.
There are times when I "flash back" to the "daze" that I had. It only
lasts about 3 or 4 seconds. It occurs when I'm in an uncomfortable
position, such as being near someone I don't know. Someone will say
something to me, and I hear them. What was said to me registers, but
my mind goes blank in response. It can be something as simple as
someone asking me what time it is, or asking me if I like the food I
just ate. It takes me a few seconds to answer. It doesn't happen too
often, but when it does, it scares me, and leaves me shaken for a few
hours.

I moved to California in June, 1979, to start a new life.

Shortly after I moved, my parents received calls from people
who identified themselves as "a friend" wanting to know my new
address, or where I was. A few months after I moved, someone called
my former place of employment in Colorado and said they were from Avco
Finance "doing an employment verification on me." Debbie, the girl
who received the call said that I didn't work there anymore. The
caller acted surprised, saying that she had a loan application from
me, and asked for my current address. Debbie gave it to her. Another
friend at this place of work called and told me what had happened. I
hadn't applied for any loans. My mother called all the Avco Finance
offices in the Denver area, and no one had called about me. I
notified the people where I worked not to give anyone information,
unless I let them know to expect a call. Fortunately, I had just
moved, so the address the girl gave them was incorrect.

The following week, my former employer received another call.
A different girl in the office answered the phone, and the caller said
that she wanted to speak with the girl that she had spoken to the week
before about my employment verification. So Debbie took the call, and
the caller identified herself as "Janet, from Aetna Finance Company."
She said that she wanted to re-check the address that
was given to her. Debbie wouldn't give her any information. The lady
became upset and harassed her about not giving the address when she
had been willing to disclose it the week before. Debbie told her that
I had instructed her not to give out the information, and "Janet" said
something to the effect of "Oh, then you're in touch with her, and you
do know where she is." The caller said that I had applied for a loan
and that this would affect the application. Debbie finally hung up.

The person called right back and asked to speak with Debbie. "Janet"
said she had just talked to her supervisor and he didn't understand
why Debbie wouldn't give her information on me. Debbie told her not
to call again. "Janet" then said, "Well, thank you, Miss Sheffield,"
in an angry tone, and hung up. Debbie had never disclosed her last
name.

Shortly after I contacted Attorney Michael Flynn in Boston
about the class action suit brought against Scientology, my supervisor
at work received a call from an unidentified person. The person said
that I was rude, bad for business and would cause the loss of
customers. My boss said, "I don't know what you are talking about.
Annie is a great girl. Happy New Year." She hung up.

I have never been rude on the phone at this job and if it was a
customer, they certainly would have identified themselves because we
know all our clients by name.

I have read about the cases in Washington, D. C., involving
burglary, theft, and bugging by the G. O. and I have been told of
various instances where the G. O. has wiretapped the phones of ex-
Scientologists. If the G. O. knows I have joined the class suit I am
afraid of what to expect from them.

Anne Rosenblum
 
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