+Don't worry about the Duh. Haven't you heard of Leon's Axiom 1 yet? This universe and all life in it is basically a bullbait.
Before this thread descends into total crap let me tell you about an "ascension experience" I had that last the best part of a week. It wasn't in Scientology though, but in a squirrel off-shoot of it.
We ran this process - then I suddenly realized where it was heading and just pushed myself towards that viewpoint and took it on - then.....I was at the very edge of the universe, it ENDED just here - a few inches in front of me - beyond it was NOTHING (get it - it was there in front of me, it was NOTHING), any ability to speak or itsa was gone, could not be itsa'd, language ended and was no use, I could go into the nothing and I heard music like nothing I'd ever heard before this LT (more on this later), not orchestral, not singing, just the pure essence of music, tears pouring down my face at the beauty of it, but I had a body and had to live as the body, I had to force myself back which I then did and told my "auditor" about it. He couldn't grasp what I was talking about.
That night in bed I went into it again, the most incredibly beautiful music in the nothing. There was no quantitiy no language no anything, yet is WAS, it IS but it is NOTHING. no space, nothing. I returned after ??? time? none. For days afterwards I would jsu think of this and would go into the nothinig and hear the music. Was a problem - once I was driving in the car and I went into it - had to pull over fast.
I realilsed how thin this universe was - very thin. I found some others who had experioenced this themselves and our experiences tallied. I recalled something I'd come across in auditing - back in 1370 I was a monk in Italy and during spiritual exercises I exteriorised and looked over the countryside and then too I went into this nothing and heard the music. (got squashed by the church too for having "out-tech" experienes! LOL)
It went on for about 5 or 6 days, getting less and less. One has to work - at first I really had to put in a determined effort to focus on this thing we call "present time" so I could function in it. then it got back onto automatic again.
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There is "know" but it is ineffable - cannnot be spoken. The tao that can be spoken about is not the Tao. Truth believed in is not the truth. LRH wanted to package the Truth - it immediately became a lie. He should have known that. He was at his most OT back in 1952-53, those years.
Enough for now. The rugby is on - South Africa against Argentina.