Scientology is pure spiritual seduction to manufacture spiritual addiction.
Scientology is a seductress - of the worst kind.
The similarities between the age-old profession of prostitution and the methods used in the scientology system are blatantly obvious when one takes a study of both. Fascinating stuff.
Forgive my forthright and possibly crass language here but...the oldest-profession workers make a transparent transaction. You pay for what you get. Scientology, on the other hand, fucks all of you, non-consensually, deceptively. Over and over. And you pay and pay on levels that are obscene beyond words.
For me
For me, she was a tawdry seductress. A bit worn. A bit wrinkled. Flesh sagging.
But practical.
Always a bit practical. Like having sex with someone you don't really care about, but knowing that orgasm is just around the corner. You're going at it, thinking, "Why am I doing this?"
But there's that natural impulse driving you.
For me, the natural impulse was to find surcease of the depression, of the panic attacks. Just a hope of relief. A moment's respite with the promise of eternal release.
Like an infinite orgasm.
What's not to like?
Yet, I'd be looking at Scientology and Hubbard and think, "man, this is embarrassing."
I prefer the sleek and beautiful. Dancers and athletes. Someone I can admire.
What if one of my friends sees me?
But, the bar was closing. I'd had too much to drink. And at the time, she looked good enough.
It was waking up the next morning...