when my mom was around i loved it she was a good mother when she was allowed to be around us kids when my brother left he was homeless on the streets doing drugs shortly after wards us girls followed suit and left. being i spent most my childhood away from her didn't really get a chance to know my mom very well or my father really it was a blow when they just gave us kids up like we din't matter to them even when they knew what had happened to us and what was going on they allowed it to continue.
what i do remember of her was she was always warm and loving she was or is a good woman wish she would just realize the truth i think her being originally christian was better. i miss her very much
I hope you will be reconciled one day and I am so sorry that the cult has such a hold on their minds. In the end, when I left, what I held onto - my "legitimate objection" per Big League Sales - was what was happening to my kids. I just balanced the fact that the org had not made any clears with the fact that my own kids were stuggling at school and doing things like shoplifting. I thought, "If I can't even help my own kids, what's the point?" At that stage planetary clearing did not seem like a reality in my lifetime, and the price my family was paying seemed too great.
And I have never been that great of a Christian or a Scientologist - I've always kind of done what I wanted to do and sort of invented my own version of the religion around that. If I wanted to lie in the sunshine under a tree on a beautiful blue sky kind of day, I would do it and just be late for post. My ex-boyfriend always says I find it easier to get forgiveness than permission and I guess that is true.
If I had been more of a true believer who knows what I would have chosen to do? My heart goes out to you and your siblings - and even your parents because they've lost the most precious thing in their lives and they still haven't realised it. They've sold their birthright for a bowl of soup.
Anyway, you have a very poignant story. I truly am sorry for what you beautiful kids suffered. I hope that life has improved and that your future is filled with very good things.
Much love,
Purple