See, you're just pissed that you weren't either a good enough suppressor or a good enough victim in order to reap rewards from it. This is really what it is all about with you, they get paid and you don't. Well, they put their resume out there and got calls, they got jobs telling about Scientology but no one called you because your resume doesn't stand out as a top suppressor or top oppressed or you don't have the personal knowledge sought. They got work and jobs because they criticized and analyzed Scientology for people who wanted to know. You, instead criticize them because they have what you want, they get paid to do it. If you could do a better job than they are then you would be making the money and we wouldn't have to listen to you whine. Instead there would be some other Alanzo whining about you.