Megalomaniac
Silver Meritorious Patron
The help I asked for was....in a private conversation..... some communication from you. Answers/information from you, which only you have, so that I could understand......and you refused me that. Even though you said I deserved an explanation from you, you would never give me one. That was the help that I needed, but you could have cared less and still do. There is no more to say than that......except.....
If you ever find the courage, or the kindness in your heart, to talk about it, please let me know. I still have many unanswered questions.
I still lack the courage. My meager attempts to explain, you interpret as intentionally hurtful insults. My silence, you interpret as callousness. I do not know what to say or do. I made a mistake and hurt a good person. I'm sorry.
Despite all evidence that a man is a worthless pig, he must hold his head up and carry on as best he can. And that's what I've done. I speak well of you. I bear you no ill will. But I doubt I can ever satisfy your curiousity or your needs.