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Discussion in 'Stories From Inside Scientology' started by Mest Lover, Mar 24, 2012.

  1. Mest Lover

    Mest Lover Not Sea Org Qualified

    Given the lack of Goldenrod from the official Church of Scientology,


    And grant myself all the freedoms that come with that title.

    I did some way the fuck out ethics shit while on post that saved countless hours of
    manual labor by my fellow staff members. It was so incredibly off policy its extremely
    hard to imagine that an on purpose CLO EUS Sea Org staff of at least 30 and CMO staff of at least 10
    had absolutely no clue that I was doing it. 2.5 years of Suppressive acts that went used by everyone
    on staff. Evidence is available if requested. Damn I was fucking good at it huh?

    Andrue C. Carr
    Former Security Chief EUS
  2. exsomessenger

    exsomessenger Patron Meritorious

    you can have mine, they were nice enough to send me one. :thumbsup:
  3. Mest Lover

    Mest Lover Not Sea Org Qualified

    I feel for you dude, your family disconnection is a tale I am lucky to not suffer via CO$.

    I was hoping this thread would spur others to declare their own freedom.
  4. I gots nothing to declare...(I always been free)

    ...but I applaud your declaration of freedom!! :clap:
  5. StickbyMe

    StickbyMe Patron with Honors

    When were you at EUS?
  6. Mest Lover

    Mest Lover Not Sea Org Qualified

    August 1988 - February 7, 1991.
  7. Ogsonofgroo

    Ogsonofgroo Crusader

    Aw hell lad, save it for the 'scrap-book-of my-life', just sayin', like, I personally have saved some of the weird shit I've gotten over the years, for example~ a written summary of all the excuses I used to avoid my shitty jorb of ten years, most were legit but some of it is quite hysterical; I figure one day one of my far-flung decendants will want to fill in some of the blanks :p

    Irregardless, declaring one's self an SP is a nice self-confirming realization that I think would help distance one's mind from the fuckery of CoS :shrug: