WARNING -BLACK DIANETICS PROCESS IN ASSIST PACK- CALLED FEEL THE ALIVENESS -DO NOT USE IT!!! After running a process on myself back on the the 17 Feb 2010 and the affects of it and then finding this little known data i thought i would share it. This Process i used was from the Assist Pack, its called Feel the Aliveness. Should be more accurately called if you want to F_CK yourself us beyond repair do this. It is one of the only processes that one assumes can be run solo (violating and eliminating two way comm, which other assists use) and "appears" to be similar to a touch assist in that you are directing attention to body parts, it is nothing like a touch assist though, this procedure i later found through investigation mentioned in Black Dianetics references as a demonstration on Black Dianetics! Below is the information on what i discovered, i will say that after i went through this process, i sunk deeper and deeper into a strange unconsciousness that i have never experienced before AND ITS AFTER EFFECTS MORE THAN YOU COULD BELIEVE, it practically pulls up compulsions, another mind takes over. Whomever decided to include this process in the assist pack even "unintentionally" is a very destructive individual.It is not mentioned in any of the assist checklists.Its mechanism practically turns on every engram counter effort so its sort of like confronting every accident, impact, concussion,broken bone, operation,all at once!!!! Thus the level of unconsciousness running this procedure is DEEP and more than a person can take, thats why it is mentioned in Black Dianetics. T H E J O U R N A L O F SCIENTOLOGY Issues 3-G, 4-G & 5-G [ 1952, ca. late Sept., early Oct. & late Oct. ] Danger: Black Dianetics! PART III Records of Mind Are Permanent Restimulation is occasioned by some part of the early recording being approximated in the environment in the present. This calls up the old area of randomity. The body, confused, registers the old counter-effort. Nearly everyone has these counter-efforts of the past being, some of them, exerted against him in the present. His sub-level awareness is tied up in resisting old counter-efforts—blows, sicknesses, drugs—which once affected him and drove him into unconsciousness. The moment an individual wholly concentrates his attention elsewhere these old areas may exert their force again. Feel the aliveness or full sense of being of each one of the following. Feel wholly alive only in the member of your body named: (NOTICE IN THIS DEMONSTRATION ONLY 12 BODY PARTS AND MOST ARE NOT AREAS WHERE ACCIDENTS, BLOWS WOULD HAVE CAUSED TOO MUCH DAMAGE, UNCONSCIOUSNESS.) 1. The right foot_________________________7. The back of the neck. 2. The left foot. __________________________8. The nose. 3. The right cheek.________________________ 9. The right hand. 4. The left cheek.___________________________10. The tongue. 5. The toes._______________________________11. The left-hand. 6. The back of the head._____________________12. The stomach. If you have gone over these members, investing carefully, aliveness only in each, you probably will have received various aches and pains in areas where your concentration was not fixed or at least experienced grogginess. Try it several times. Processing- (Actual proper dianetics - NOT this process) cleans up these old areas with resultant rise in health and sanity. Black Dianetics uses THIS mechanism to implant new compulsion. SO THAT IS THE BLACK DIANETIC DEMONSTRATION. here is the BLACK DIANETIC "ASSIST" VERSION a few months (later-EDIT 27 mar 2011 )earlier from SUPPLEMENT NO. 4 to SCIENCE OF SURVIVAL February, 1952 From The Hubbard Dianetic Foundation, Inc. Wichita, Kansas Summary This list, used long enough, may exhaust some old pain you have. Your present attention is not only on the environment, it is upon an old pain or on dozens of old pains you didn’t even “know” you were experiencing. You may be unaware of that wasted attention until your attention is taken to some other part of the body. This list simply takes your attention to some other portion of your body. You may feel groggy or you may feel a real pain when you practice this list. You will notice that when your attention goes to the part that hurts, the pain shuts off. You may also notice that the old pain tends to wear itself out when you re-experience it several times.Direct your attention to the parts of the body named, each one in its turn. Concentrate on the aliveness of the part named. Feel as though you were wholly alive only in that part. If any pain turns on in some other part of your body, ignore it and go on with this list. Effort Processing Feel the aliveness of: 1. Your right hand.____________15. Your right ear. 2. Your left hand.______________16. Your right cheek. 3. The back of your head._________17. Your forehead. 4. Your right foot>_______________18. Your left ear. 5. Your left foot._________________19. Your left cheek. 6. Your right knee. __________ 20. Your right shoulder. 7. Your stomach.__________________ 21. Your left shoulder. 8. Your left knee. ___________22. The back of your neck. 9. Your back. _______________ 23. Your brain. 10. Your tongue.____________________24. Your right side. 11. Your loins.________________25. Your left side. 12. Your right leg.___________________ 26. All your fingers. 13. Your right arm.____________________ 27. Your nose. 14. Your left leg.______________________28. Your chin. PLEASE NOTE there is no left arm included above and toes are missing too . and the highlighted body parts are mainly parts that would have suffered a blow or potentially broken, ARMs ,LEGS, BRAIN! , LEFT SIDE, RIGHT SIDE,SHOULDERS,FOREHEAD. The fact that NO LEFT arm included above, i doubt very much that this "process" is , was made up by L RON. he was more particular than that. Do not concern yourself with any pain or grogginess which turns on. Just keep doing the list. If you continue this practice, you might rid yourself of some serious psychosomatic illness. This list, by the way, is a wonderful game for processing children(.another note generally Children would not have suffered any heavy blows, apart from birth) They will usually play it with you and thus you can turn off their coughs and sneezes, aches and pains in a large number of cases. This list, used long enough, may exhaust some old pain you have. Your present attention is not only on the environment, it is upon an old pain or on dozens of old pains you didn’t even “know” you were experiencing. You may be unaware of that wasted attention until your attention is taken to some other part of the body. This list simply takes your attention to some other portion of your body. You may feel groggy or you may feel a real pain when you practice this list. You will notice that when your attention goes to the part that hurts, the pain shuts off. You may also notice that the old pain tends to wear itself out when you re-experience it several times. Direct your attention to the parts of the body named, each one in its turn. Concentrate on the aliveness of the part named. Feel as though you were wholly alive only in that part. If any pain turns on in some other part of your body, ignore it and go on with this list. SOME NOTES ON BLACK DIANETICS A lecture given on 17 September 1951 The Darker Side of the Picture Although I have never said very much about it, in Dianetics you are playing around with highly explosive material. I would say that a person using Dianetics in certain ways might much more happily juggle two or three hand grenades with their pins pulled. For instance, take some of these people who run around self-auditing: why don’t they just go get a gun? That is much simpler and quicker. A person can drive himself mad with Dianetics without any trouble. What you have concentrated on in your study of Dianetics has been the process of making people well. That is your emphasis line. But don’t think for a moment that that is any more than half of it. There is as much data on how to make people insane, uncomfortable, sick or dead as there is on how to make them well. We ordinarily do not handle that side of the data; we ordinarily do not look at it. But once in a while, in order to learn something, it is necessary to look at it. Knowing the potentialities which are inherent in Dianetics, one is rather aghast to look into the field and see the wild abandon with which somebody will put out what he calls the “lollipop technique,” which will wind a person up in a spinbin about as quick as scat! ......... ON putting a disclaimer in the book DIANETICS on its dangers... The publisher of the book was insistent on Dianetics being pronounced a highly safe operation. I had put in a paragraph saying, “You want to be very careful that you know your subject very, very well, because you can really make a preclear unhappy,” and he took that out because he thought it would kill book sales. So I put another paragraph back in the proof which said, “Only after a very careful study of the text. . . Psychotics should not be permitted to read this book.... Be very careful that your auditor really wants you to get well.” And the publisher said, “Well, this will inhibit the whole thing, so we’ll take that out,” and the book came out with none of that in it. With Black Dianetics, you could tailor-make any kind of insanity you wanted to. The person might not manifest this the next day, maybe not the next week or maybe not for thirty days. Maybe three months later he is walking down the street and feeling a little bit tired when somebody honks an auto horn just right or something of the sort, and all of a sudden he goes crazy, and there he is—insane! Or terribly sick and uncomfortable. In 1945, this was all the Dianetics there was—how to drive people crazy, how to foul up political systems, how to restimulate individuals just by talking to them—without planting engrams—and in addition to this, how to interrupt life force in an individual. We haven’t gone into that very much. It is a wonderfully smooth way of committing murder. ...... I am mentioning this because somebody may ask you, “What could possibly be dangerous about Dianetics?” I am telling you what could be dangerous about it. Any time something new comes into the world, people are more prone to use it for destruction than they are for constructive purposes—anything which happily, cleverly and swiftly lends itself to that. Black Dianetics cannot remain underground and not generally known. It has to be punched up, even though it makes people unhappy and incredulous and we get some bad publicity through it. It has to be released. That is why the first book was released—to prevent it.