Minuet #1 in G
Patron with Honors
On the subject of watching what you think or postulate cause you are going to get what you think. Well this is something that bothered me in scientology, cause how could you possible control your thinking to that degree. So something bad happened in your vicinity or area of control and it was down to your postulates . So you did all you could to improve the quality of your thought, mostly through ethics and conditions and then through auditing, OT levels, FPRDs etc . But still stuff continued to happen that you didnt want and your thoughts were still not within your control.
Suppose you can say that it is all random and shit just happens, so live with it. HTFU lol, sorry dont mean that but what is the solution?
If there is something to the quality of one's thought and attitude which has an impact on what happens around one, and I believe that there is, then what I did in many years of scientology did not improve this, except for short bursts which did not last long. So we continually failed and didnt have the knowhow to change it, making the failure a personal thing, considering the infallibility of the "tech".
To me it does come down to the thought and attitude that you continually generate. So one needs to be conscious of this attitude and what one is projecting. Having quiet time alone doing things one wants without continual demand for results and products gives time to see and be and become aware of all this noise. The life of your average scientologist is about as opposite as could be invented to this.
Min
Suppose you can say that it is all random and shit just happens, so live with it. HTFU lol, sorry dont mean that but what is the solution?
If there is something to the quality of one's thought and attitude which has an impact on what happens around one, and I believe that there is, then what I did in many years of scientology did not improve this, except for short bursts which did not last long. So we continually failed and didnt have the knowhow to change it, making the failure a personal thing, considering the infallibility of the "tech".
To me it does come down to the thought and attitude that you continually generate. So one needs to be conscious of this attitude and what one is projecting. Having quiet time alone doing things one wants without continual demand for results and products gives time to see and be and become aware of all this noise. The life of your average scientologist is about as opposite as could be invented to this.
Min