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What is known is, Arnie himself was questioning the actions of an "in-law" months prior to the incident.

Now, a claim on this thread is that reconciliation with an "in law" was the motive for an A-E.

Lermanet.com no longer displays content, the website is down, possibly related to the A-E.

Of all the speculation here, shouldn't the "in law" be part of the focus?

Why, up to now, have attempts at that discussion been met with mis-direction?

I don't think they have been met with mis-direction ... I think it more likely that some people (myself included) dislike it when things start to become too silly, with paranoia and guesswork becoming more and more wild as a thread builds. I prefer to stick to the facts where possible and the only facts I know off are that Arnie viciously attacked Ginger and then killed himself and apparently she has now handed his site over to the cult.

Why she did it doesn't matter to me. If she's done it, it's done ... and apparently any important bits are still available to anyone interested so taking it over has achieved nothing of significance for the cult.
 

Dulloldfart

Squirrel Extraordinaire
Thanks. Yes, the 'Wayback Machine' has it all by the looks of it. Phew!

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Except inclusion in the Wayback Machine is not necessarily permanent if the domain owner doesn't want it to be. Make your own screenshots of anything you want to preserve.

Paul
 

Dulloldfart

Squirrel Extraordinaire
I recall that after Arnie passed away someone did mirror his entire website. If I remember correctly it was someone on this message board, but I can't recall who.
Oh! Thanks for the reminder. It was me. I copied it with HTTrack. It's tiny, only 4.2MB. I zipped it up, now less than 1 MB, and uploaded it (very temporarily) to

[now deleted]

Grab it fast if you want it as I'll take it down within 24 hours. Once unzipped, click on "index.html" to view the site.

Paul
 
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AD1950

Patron
Thanks Rose, from there I found: ArnieLerma

Arnie sent an email requesting information about an "in law" and a weapon, some months prior to the 2018 incident.

That information is independent of the other "red flag warnings" listed on the site linked above. But it does appear consistent with that narrative.

Unfortunately, it appears that "compassion" requested for G.S. has interfered with a proper and thorough examination of events.

It also points to a possibility that Tony O may have been used as a venue to get just one side of the story circulated before other facts could be gathered and articulated.

Lerma's assets were apparently stripped, and his website is now down, reportedly due to a desire to re-connect with an "in law".

If A-E is being done, certainly OSA has been consulted. Was this incident, or subsequent actions, the result of some kind of OSA program?

We would need more data to be conclusive, but for those familiar with other OSA actions it does have the "scent" of their OPS.
 

DagwoodGum

Squirreling Dervish
Arnie sent an email requesting information about an "in law" and a weapon, some months prior to the 2018 incident.

That information is independent of the other "red flag warnings" listed on the site linked above. But it does appear consistent with that narrative.

Unfortunately, it appears that "compassion" requested for G.S. has interfered with a proper and thorough examination of events.

It also points to a possibility that Tony O may have been used as a venue to get just one side of the story circulated before other facts could be gathered and articulated.

Lerma's assets were apparently stripped, and his website is now down, reportedly due to a desire to re-connect with an "in law".

If A-E is being done, certainly OSA has been consulted. Was this incident, or subsequent actions, the result of some kind of OSA program?

We would need more data to be conclusive, but for those familiar with other OSA actions it does have the "scent" of their OPS.
Yeah, I manufactured a sort of synthetic "compassion" for her in order to be on the same page with others here who knew her and knew certainly a lot more than I did about all the various circumstances but that compassion is waning now that Arnie's site has been stripped. That site represented this man's entire life and now it's as though he just never was.
I'd be even more upset if the same happened to the ESMB due to some equally bizarre and unanticipated set of circumstances that put this board in Miscaviges greedy little mitts though I doubt that would ever happen but I've been plenty wrong before'.
 

lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
Yeah, I manufactured a sort of synthetic "compassion" for her in order to be on the same page with others here who knew her and knew certainly a lot more than I did about all the various circumstances but that compassion is waning now that Arnie's site has been stripped. That site represented this man's entire life and now it's as though he just never was.
I'd be even more upset if the same happened to the ESMB due to some equally bizarre and unanticipated set of circumstances that put this board in Miscaviges greedy little mitts though I doubt that would ever happen but I've been plenty wrong before'.
AFAIAC I too share the concern you raise.
I acknowledge how some may feel about that sort of betrayal.

Not the first time we feel like that though..Marty, Mosey, Captain Cook ...
Some weird things happened too with Gerry Armstrong at the time ( been paid, not been paid, although proved later to be their worse nightmare?), with the Lisa MacPherson project...

When OSA vulturs are around...we can be assured they are looking for preys to perform their OSA Hubtard ops.....It will happened again...
What do we know ?????

May be that we are lucky Emma didn't sell ESMB...
:confused:
But she had gone throug a teal tough time for standing tall to them; not all people would do( stsnd the pressure to ba attacked)...especially when facing such a vicious cruel mafia!:oops:
 
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DagwoodGum

Squirreling Dervish
AFAIAC I too share the concern you raise.
I acknowledge how some may feel about that sort of treason.

Not the first time we feel like that though..Marty, Mosey, Captain Cook ...
Some weird things happened too with Gerry Armstrong at the time ( been paid, not been paid, although proved later to be their worse nightmare?), with the Lisa MacPherson project...

When OSA vulturs are around...we can be assured they are looking for preys to perform their OSA Hubtard ops.....It will happened again...
What do we know ?????

May be that we are lucky Emma didn't sell ESMB...
:confused:
But she paid a price to stand tall, not all people would do....especially when facing a cruel mafia!:oops:
If Emma sold the site that would be different than what Ginger did because this board represents Emma's blood, sweat and tears. Arnie's site represented his blood, sweat and tears, not Ginger's, her wounds not withstanding.
If I had paid my dues in the Sea Org for little pay, respect or creature comforts and the Davy Navy offered me 5 mil, I'd have to consider it because it would ascertain that I'd get some sort of back pay for all my troubles and misery giving me a super standard of living for the rest of my life.
So I do understand the reasons why someone would but as it is I don't need the money nor do I have anything to sell them so the point of what I might do in anyone else's shoes is moot.
I'm certainly glad she hasn't and hope she won't but what if they keep upping the ante?
Sometimes people make the decision that does their life the most good like Marty seems to have done.
He gets to live very well w/o looking over his shoulder at OSA agents fucking with his wife, his life and his peace of mind.
If people don't like it then they shouldn't have given the COS all that money without realizing they were building the very monster that would come back and bite them in the end.
When you walk off into the sunset with a huge bundle you can find all kinds of ways to justify it in your mind, just being honest.
It's just that it would be upsetting to many to lose the history of all the posts they treasure and were party to.
 

JustSheila

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If Emma sold the site that would be different than what Ginger did because this board represents Emma's blood, sweat and tears. Arnie's site represented his blood, sweat and tears, not Ginger's, her wounds not withstanding.
If I had paid my dues in the Sea Org for little pay, respect or creature comforts and the Davy Navy offered me 5 mil, I'd have to consider it because it would ascertain that I'd get some sort of back pay for all my troubles and misery giving me a super standard of living for the rest of my life.
So I do understand the reasons why someone would but as it is I don't need the money nor do I have anything to sell them so the point of what I might do in anyone else's shoes is moot.
I'm certainly glad she hasn't and hope she won't but what if they keep upping the ante?
Sometimes people make the decision that does their life the most good like Marty seems to have done.
He gets to live very well w/o looking over his shoulder at OSA agents fucking with his wife, his life and his peace of mind.
If people don't like it then they shouldn't have given the COS all that money without realizing they were building the very monster that would come back and bite them in the end.
When you walk off into the sunset with a huge bundle you can find all kinds of ways to justify it in your mind, just being honest.
Well, I wasn't going to respond on this thread, but this was a good post.

Temptation will always be there and COS will always be willing to tempt others, so these are good points.

But Emma? :no:

You know, Emma and I have never been real close, though I like the hell out of her. Emma's a strong personality and we don't always see eye to eye. Forgive me for being culturalistic and nationalistic, but Emma?!?! It would never happen. Emma is as Aussie as they get.

She's also, apparently, an NZer.

One thing I am so grateful for is that I lived in Australia and managed to see New Zealand too - several times - and know the people.

Besides the fact Emma is already successful and happy with her own life, she's just a gem. Betrayal? Tell secrets? Abuse or sell out ESMB?

Some people (thank GOD) are well above that. She's one of them. She's a champion. Don't worry.
 
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DagwoodGum

Squirreling Dervish
Well, I wasn't going to respond on this thread, but this was a good post.

Temptation will always be there and COS will always be willing to tempt others, so these are good points.

But Emma? :no:

You know, Emma and I have never been real close, though I like the hell out of her. Emma's a strong personality and we don't always see eye to eye. Forgive me for being culturalistic and naturalistic, but Emma?!?! It would never happen. Emma is as Aussie as they get.

She's also, apparently, an NZer.

One thing I am so grateful for is that I lived in Australia and managed to see New Zealand too - several times - and know the people.

Besides the fact Emma is already successful and happy with her own life, she's just a gem. Betrayal? Tell secrets? Abuse or sell out ESMB?

Some people (thank GOD) are well above that. She's one of them. She's a champion. Don't worry.
From someone such as me, who doesn't really know how I'd respond to the temptation being I've not walked in the shoes of those with something to sell back to the COS for a huge profit, I take comfort in your words. The business side of me says "well, wait a minute, what would I really do?" I guess a person wouldn't really know for sure till they were put to the test. I only know that it would weigh heavily on my mind.
 

lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
@DagwoodGum
I get what you explained about Arnie's work of a lifetime...:oops: (and how some of itd content had been so useful for many who left and for historical accounts they wanna hide..)

But , hey only his site has been closed...all the datas are still hosted and available.

May I suggest a post is created to let know of the hosts addresses of the mirrored sites...it would, in a way, ensure the preservation of his work and datas and not letting them win..again...

;)





 
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DagwoodGum

Squirreling Dervish
@DagwoodGum
I get what you explained about Arnie's work of a lifetime...:oops: (and how it has been so useful for many who left and for historical accounts they wanna hide..)

But , hey only his site has been closed...all the datas are still hosted and available.

May I suggest a nice post is created to let know of the hosts addresses of the mirrored sites...it would, in a way, ensure the preservation of his work and datas and not letting them win..again...

;)





I recommend that those with an interest download Paul's zip file even if only for later reference if they're not sure how to open it. They can figure that out later when they have someone to assist them if necessary.
 

JustSheila

Crusader
From someone such as me, who doesn't really know how I'd respond to the temptation being I've not walked in the shoes of those with something to sell back to the COS for a huge profit, I take comfort in your words. The business side of me says "well, wait a minute, what would I really do?" I guess a person wouldn't really know for sure till they were put to the test. I only know that it would weigh heavily on my mind.
Yeh, I know just what you mean. :yes:

Remember that movie, "Indecent Proposal"? The idea there is that everyone has a price, everyone can be bought.


Can everyone be bought? Does everyone have a price to compromise their values?

:hmm:

We were all once so virtuous, so trusting, so idealistic, so altruistic that for years all of us would have said no.

I can't guarantee how anyone would act or what anyone would do under every circumstances, but some folks have come through the fire and managed to get above it all and recognize what is truly valuable for them and already have a life they love - and know it. And wouldn't risk that. They've arrived.

There are actually a lot of people like that in the world and that's awesome.

I'm glad my comment back to you made you smile. :) Have a great day.
 

lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
@JustSheila

You and I , Sheila, and many of us know the cult vicious , pervert, cruel pressure they would have put on her, especially as a woman who was shot in the face, few hours later, faced her husband suicide and over the psychological trauma, had part of her face destroyed...left without family support (disconnection) without money to ensure psychological help for traumas and surgery...+ the ostracization of her of being accused of having been an OSA plant....

Frankly I doubt she was, within the last year, self inspecting her set of values and virtues...
Having myself suffered, and stll am, from severe ptsd...but being lucky to get some support, I can assure she is only trying to survive and probably to reconnect with her mom to find meaning in her life...it's a survival instinct when suffering is unbearable...

She is nothing of value to the cult after she surrendered and turned over Arnie's site and won't be paid for that...may be only allowed to have a connection with her old mom...

Thus...till I am shot in the face by my husband before he takes his life...I won't allow myself to condemn or judge her...
Because I think I would have collapse and surrender....after a year of OSA ops on me....even though I am known for my integrity and loyalty; I either would try to survive or end up the suffering....
 
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I told you I was trouble

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I think we each have a responsibility to ourselves first and foremost ... to protect anything we wouldn't want plastered all over the net by perhaps not discussing it (with full details) in the first place. Any blame (if things go south) is then on our own shoulders, as it should be.

I feel desperately sorry for kids these days though who, after sending each other naughty pics find themselves the victim of what is now called revenge porn ... it could totally wreck a young persons self esteem for life ... I also feel awful for parents these days that need to try and educate their kids to the point of being totally paranoid about everything while letting them grow and learn for themselves (how is that even possible?).

I heard the other day about a 13 year old girls beautiful face being imposed into a porn film and plastered all over the net, the poor girl is devastated, she did absolutely nothing wrong and neither did her caring parents.


I was never interested in anything Arnie (or Ginger) had to say, especially in Arnies later years ... I'm even less interested now.

There is a very fine line between true altruism and an overblown ego.
 

Emma

Con te partirò
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I once had a cult shill (a boat builder from Clearwater) offer me $1000 for ESMB. I guess he was broke and trying his best to do A-E.
 

Dulloldfart

Squirrel Extraordinaire
I was never interested in anything Arnie (or Ginger) had to say, especially in Arnies later years ... I'm even less interested now.

There is a very fine line between true altruism and an overblown ego.
To be honest, I haven't any interest in his writings. His e-meter ideas were ridiculous when he was posting them here and they didn't suddenly get better after he died. I saved the site in case anyone wanted it -- I haven't done more than glance at the front page.

I'm going to remove that uploaded zip file within 8 hours ....

Paul
 

I told you I was trouble

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I once had a cult shill (a boat builder from Clearwater) offer me $1000 for ESMB. I guess he was broke and trying his best to do A-E.
Lol! If only he knew ... there must have been times over the years when you would've cheerfully paid someone a helluva lot more than that piddly amount just to take us all off your hands!

:blowkiss:
 
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