Hi,
- How do you pick up Scientology-speak? Is it a gradual process? Is it a bad thing to not pick it up quickly enough? How do you get used to the new meanings of old words, and new words altogether?
I picked it up by talking to my family (second gen here) - but I didn't speak the "full-blown" lingo until I joined staff. It took time, but being on staff and being surrounded by people 24/7 who spoke in scientolgese so I think I prolly picked it up pretty fast. You just get used to using the lingo/language more and more. The more scientology you know and the mroe you are around other people who 'speak the same language, the faster you learn
- Do you actually notice you're using words to mean something else than you're used to?
at first yes you do, but this fades(for example, "ethics"...) Do you try to ignore the fact, or do you embrace it?
EMBRASED it!!! I was a scientologist now! Did it feel weird to start using words invented by Hubbard?
yes, in the beginning I was never sure if I was using the words correctly
- Did you feel bad at first referring to people as "wogs", "PTS" and "SP"?
only until I adopted the common scientological holier than thou attitude - then I was "better" than the wogs or PTSes or SP's
- Did the TRs change you? Have you used TR methods in everyday life?
yes, they showed me a more controlled robotic unemotional way to talk. (just sayin' people)
- Did you really think Hubbard was infallible?
Yes, I truly didDid you think it was okay for DM to change Hubbard's writing?
never and that is why it HAS to be explained to the public who are still in over and over. Frankly the changes to the Ethics book and the Golden Age of Tech ALWAYS bothered and frankly quite scared me as a scientologist Could you have believed it was okay?
possibly, I could have possibly gotten brainwashed enough to buy into it. But I got out and I am not there, so it is hard for me to answer honestly from this side of the fence
- I know it's hard to go back to "normal" words and speech after leaving Scientology... but how hard, really?
very difficult for me. It was all I spoke. I was on staff so ALWAYS at the org, always speaking the language. When I attended family functions my Mom would have to constantly remind me to curb by scientology terms, I didn't even realize I was doing itDo you still catch yourself using "Scieno-speak"?
Yes, but only here or when I am speaking with family who are still inAre you glad to now use words that were "forbidden" in the cult?
I am glad to have this as well as all my other freedoms, yes!
- And, of course... for those who did OT3 or higher... did you really think you could talk with everything described there (not just BTs, but also trees, animals, etc. as said in the OT levels)?
I never made it to OT 3And did you really think words (i.e. reading OT3 too soon) could cause illness or death?
Yes, I absolutely did. I shake my head as I read this. I remember the first time I saw the South Park episode where the whole OT 3 Xenu story was told, I literally covered my ears, shut my eyes and hummed until the part was over. (my poor significant other). When I broke down and finally read it I waited for over a week for something horrible to happen. Some kind of illness, massive car accident, SOMETHING. Guess what? Not even a runny nose. All I felt was the stress and anxiety over the anticipation of something happening.
Thanks in advance for anything. If there are already some threads I could read on the subject, let me know.