I hesitate to voice my disagreements because it's pretty clear that at least the majority of the posters here don't just have a problem the COB or the Church (I mean they do, but that's just part of it) they have a problem with the entire subjects of Dianetics and Scientology. But that hesitation is just a reservation withholding participation, and communication, and I shouldn't do that.
Maybe I just haven't "come around" yet, but Veda, you said in that last post the ISB benefited from Scientology, from being audited (initially).
That's my opinion.
IMO, also, a little bit of Scientology can sometimes be a good thing; a lot of Scientology seldom is.
I guess you're going to have to find out for yourself.
As of now, it appears that your experience is very limited. Would you might saying how far you've gone in Scientology (what level), and when you first became involved?
"I consider all Auditors my friends. I consider them that even when they squirrel. I believe they have a right to express themselves and their own opinions. I would not for a moment hamper their right to think. I think of Auditors and Scientologists as the free people."
-L. Ron Hubbard, Professional Auditor’s Bulletin 79 - 10 April 1956 - The Open Channel - What Do I Think Of Auditors? (Tech Vol. III, p. 343)
In March 1955, Hubbard wrote the 'Manual on Dissemination of Material'. He had devised an
elaborate system of layering and compartmentalizing Scientology, so as to monitor who says what to whom.
"An outline of the communication lines of Scientology follows:
"1. [What we would like the] General public [to say] to the general public.
"2. Scientologists to general public."
And then eight more categories of ________ to ____________.
From Hubbard's 1955 'Manual on Dissemination of Material' [bracketed material added]:
"...
the communication line ['to wogs']
is that Scientologists do not pose any threat, that Scientologists are good citizens, and that they can be trusted with problems of a private and confidential nature... Another frame of mind that we would like to see the public have and register are that people attacking Scientologists have something wrong with them... As a subdivision of this, the actual substance of communication about what Scientology actually is... from the general public to the general public [what the "wogs" should say to each other about Scientology]
should be that Scientology says that good health and immortality are attainable. That it is compounded out of all Man knows about Man..."
And,
"
No Scientologist should ever consent to take a position on a panel or public stage engaging in debate of Scientology with some other subject. This is an entirely unclear communication line... Any such debate engaged upon demeaned or degraded Scientology by permitting it to be talked about contemptuously before a group - a thing which SHOULD NEVER BE PERMITTED [
Capitalization in original]...
"
The DEFENSE of anything is UNTENABLE... the only way to defend anything is to ATTACK... NEVER BE INTERESTED IN CHARGES. DO, yourself, MUCH more charging, AND YOU WILL WIN...
"
Never defend. Always attack...
"
If you discover that some group calling itself 'precept processing' had set up and established a series of meetings in your area, you should do all you can to make things interesting for them.... The least that could be done in such an area is the placement of a suit against them... The purpose of the suit is to harass and discourage rather than to win.
"
The law can be used very easily to harass... If possible, of course, ruin him utterly."
And from the 1959 'HCO Manual of Justice':
"Dianetics and Scientology are self-protecting sciences. If one attacks them one attacks all the know-how of the mind. It caves in the bank. It's gruesome sometimes.
"At this instance there are men hiding in terror on Earth because they found out what they were attacking. There are men dead because they attacked us - for instance Dr. Joe Winter [wrote Introduction to 'DMSMH', and the book, 'A Doctor's Report on Dianetics' with an Introduction by Fritz Perls].
He simply realized what he did and died. There are men bankrupt because they attacked us - [Don]
Purcell, Ridgeway, [publisher of 'DMSMH']
Ceppos."
"Find or Manufacture enough threat." L. Ron Hubbard, 'Department of Government Affairs', 1960
"Have you ever had unkind thoughts about L. Ron Hubbard?" L. Ron Hubbard, Security Check, 1961
And, almost forgot.
In autumn 1955 the fraudulent "Russian Textbook on Psycho-Politics" ("Brainwashing Manual"), was concocted by Scientology's founder, and presented to Scientologists as a top secret Russian text, one that denounces Dianetics as a danger to Communism, etc. By the early 1960s and, in some instances, as early as 1950s, Hubbard had begun applying its ideas and methods
http://warrior.xenu.ca/Brainwashing-front.jpg on Scientologists.
And there's much more.
Old issues of 'Aberree' magazine (1954 - 1964) contain much information - and humor - and show that Scientology was always a devious and abusive doctrine - one that used good people, and wrapped itself in some good ideas.
Also,
'To Org Staffs - 1965, from Ron, subject: Amprinistics' [a squirrel group]:
http://suppressiveperson.org/spdl/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=290&Itemid=30
Squirreling: "
It means altering Scientology and offbeat practices. It's a bad thing." HCOPL, 14 Feb 65
Some more items, in no particular order:
"There was a difference between the ideals inherent in the Dianetic hypothesis and the actions of the Foundation in its ostensible efforts to carry out these ideals. The ideals, as I saw them, included non-authoritarianism and a flexibility of approach. The ideals... continued to be given lip-service, but I could see a definite disparity between ideals and actualities." Dr. J.A. Winter, who wrote the Introduction for 'DMSMH' in 1950, from his book, 'A Doctor's Report on Dianetics', 1951
"No rights of any kind... Dispose of quietly and without sorrow." L. Ron Hubbard, 'Science of Survival', 1951
"Find or Manufacture enough threat." L. Ron Hubbard, 'Department of Government Affairs', 1960
"Have you ever had unkind thoughts about L. Ron Hubbard?" L. Ron Hubbard, Security Check, 1961
"Suppressive acts include public disavowal of Scientology... public statements against Scientology...continued membership in a divergent group... continued adherence to a person or group pronounced suppressive..." L. Ron Hubbard, 'Suppressive Acts, Suppression of Scientology and Scientologists', 1965
[Note the name "Fair Game" was publicly "cancelled" with much fanfare, but the treatment of SPs was continued, per Hubbard's instructions, as before.]
"I am not interested in wog morality... I can make Captain Bligh look like a Sunday School teacher," L. Ron Hubbard, 'Discipline, SPs and Admin', 1969
I'm not sure what I was looking for when I started this thread. Reassurance maybe. I feel like LRH encouraged the free practice of Scientology outside the Church (as evidenced by the 1982 crackdown on Missions and Field Auditors) and the Church today fights against that. I feel like LRH would encourage what I am doing, and I think that's the primary difference, for me, between COB and LRH.
Hubbard authorized the crackdown of 1982. Scientology was not taken over in 1980. Hubbard went into deep hiding out of cowardice and ran Scientology through the CMO (the Commodore Messengers Org).
I've given you a lot of information in this post, and in other posts, and others have also provided much information that you can read.
That's all anyone can do.
Two links:
'Textbook on Psycho-politics', all but a few sentences address applications of this secret text by Hubbard during the 1950s, 1960s, and 1970s:
http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?2697-Table-of-Contents-Psychopolitics-revisited
The 1950s, the 'Sane years' thread:
http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?28117-Scientology-in-the-1950s-the-quot-sane-quot-years