clamicide
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I know this is a little off to the side, but something I've seen come up in this thread---what ESMB looks like or should be for newbies.
I think that it's different for everyone--and I said that if it was all about 'taking down the cult', I wouldn't have stuck around... my head wasn't there, yet. However, even though I was still terrified that the tech might work--the entire anti-Scientology stuff didn't bother me. I was intrigued that people would be so vehement against something I had believed in for so long... I wanted to find out more.
I'll admit that it was once I dumped the Scientology mindset and really decided for MYSELF (not through the postings--they basically sparked me to walk away from the board and find out for myself what I really believed and whether the tek was evil or not)... THAT was when the pro-Scio stuff bothered me. Honestly, (and this is going to sound offensive--but how I really felt) when I first came here--the fact that those spouting the benefits of the tech came across to me as idiotic robots were also a big factor in me going off to question. I seriously remember moments going "omg.... did I REALLY sound like that?". When I came back after my little soul-search, yep, they just pissed me off.
The thing is, everyone's journey out is different. ESMB is this organic, changing thing... and it just morphs in the way people post to it. It's not some sort of program that can be run... Hell, I could imagine my "perfect ESMB", but it'd never happen, and probably wouldn't suit others at all. It is the mish-mash that it is, and a lot of us have benefited beyond belief. I'm sure lots of us would like to mold it into something, and at times criticism is good, but all in all, I think it's good to just 'let it breathe'. Look at all the amazing growth and friendships and healing that has come from here... something is going right.
I think that it's different for everyone--and I said that if it was all about 'taking down the cult', I wouldn't have stuck around... my head wasn't there, yet. However, even though I was still terrified that the tech might work--the entire anti-Scientology stuff didn't bother me. I was intrigued that people would be so vehement against something I had believed in for so long... I wanted to find out more.
I'll admit that it was once I dumped the Scientology mindset and really decided for MYSELF (not through the postings--they basically sparked me to walk away from the board and find out for myself what I really believed and whether the tek was evil or not)... THAT was when the pro-Scio stuff bothered me. Honestly, (and this is going to sound offensive--but how I really felt) when I first came here--the fact that those spouting the benefits of the tech came across to me as idiotic robots were also a big factor in me going off to question. I seriously remember moments going "omg.... did I REALLY sound like that?". When I came back after my little soul-search, yep, they just pissed me off.
The thing is, everyone's journey out is different. ESMB is this organic, changing thing... and it just morphs in the way people post to it. It's not some sort of program that can be run... Hell, I could imagine my "perfect ESMB", but it'd never happen, and probably wouldn't suit others at all. It is the mish-mash that it is, and a lot of us have benefited beyond belief. I'm sure lots of us would like to mold it into something, and at times criticism is good, but all in all, I think it's good to just 'let it breathe'. Look at all the amazing growth and friendships and healing that has come from here... something is going right.