Irayam
Patron with Honors
I still feel like a Scientologist when...
I'm starting this thread because I'm curious to know if it happens also to you to be a little bit of a scientologist sometimes...
As for you probably, the process of deprogramming scientology ideas and mentality took time for me. It is not when you leave the cult that you become a "WOG" again.
It has now been almost 30 years since I turned my back on LRH theories. And yet, sometimes I still feel like a scientologist when:
When I request an acknowledgement for my communication. Sometimes I say something to my wife and I repeat my communication to her because she does not acknowledge (although I know she heard me...). When it happens, I'm thinking, " oh no! Stop acting like a scientologist! »
Sometimes I imagine a certain future (positive or negative) and I think to myself "it's a postulate, I hope it’s going to happen (or not happen) Pffff! « Stop acting like a scientologist! »
So, as you see, almost 30 years after leaving Scientology, I still behave like a scientologist sometimes !
What about you? Does that happen to you too?
Irayam
I'm starting this thread because I'm curious to know if it happens also to you to be a little bit of a scientologist sometimes...
As for you probably, the process of deprogramming scientology ideas and mentality took time for me. It is not when you leave the cult that you become a "WOG" again.
It has now been almost 30 years since I turned my back on LRH theories. And yet, sometimes I still feel like a scientologist when:
When I request an acknowledgement for my communication. Sometimes I say something to my wife and I repeat my communication to her because she does not acknowledge (although I know she heard me...). When it happens, I'm thinking, " oh no! Stop acting like a scientologist! »
Sometimes I imagine a certain future (positive or negative) and I think to myself "it's a postulate, I hope it’s going to happen (or not happen) Pffff! « Stop acting like a scientologist! »
So, as you see, almost 30 years after leaving Scientology, I still behave like a scientologist sometimes !
What about you? Does that happen to you too?
Irayam