@JustSheila
You and I , Sheila, and many of us know the cult vicious , pervert, cruel pressure they would have put on her, especially as a woman who was shot in the face, few hours later, faced her husband suicide and over the psychological trauma, had part of her face destroyed...left without family support (disconnection) without money to ensure psychological help for traumas and surgery...+ the ostracization of her of being accused of having been an OSA plant....
Frankly I doubt she was, within the last year, self inspecting her set of values and virtues...
Having myself suffered, and stll am, from severe ptsd...but being lucky to get some support, I can assure she is only trying to survive and probably to reconnect with her mom to find meaning in her life...it's a survival instinct when suffering is unbearable...
She is nothing of value to the cult after she surrendered and turned over Arnie's site and won't be paid for that...may be only allowed to have a connection with her old mom...
Thus...till I am shot in the face by my husband before he takes his life...I won't allow myself to condemn or judge her...
Because I think I would have collapse and surrender....after a year of OSA ops on me....even though I am known for my integrity and loyalty; I either would try to survive or end up the suffering....