In another thread re the recent East Coast SP Party,
Purple Rain posted some photos and said something. It got me thinking, and I
posted this. Then I realized: Wrong thread! That is a thread about the party...
and this really is a topic I think would be cool to discuss some.
Ok, so here's what Purple said and then what I said:
Good one~ Miss Piggy. However...let's look at a few things.
Years ago I used to sell "Slender Now" ...a weight loss protein drink all around LA.
I was literally *shocked* to find out EVERY woman thinks she is exactly
as you describe above. Even pins (girls who are skinny as rails and look like
they need to gain weight): "Oh I need to loose this____" You name it, doesn't matter.
I've yet to meet a woman (unless she's done a lot of personal work on herself) who doesn't feel the same.
(It's literally a matter of re-learning how to love yourself, no matter what 'size' you may be).
(Example: Purple (and Denise)....I think you look terrific in ALL Your photos!)
Here's one more tip I learned: The average woman, no matter how great or "nice" she looks,
IF given a compliment, will negate it.
"I like your hair"
Woman: "Oh ...it's really bad today, I need to get it cut"
"I like your dress"
"Oh this old rag? I've had it for years. LOL"
"I love your nails"
"Oh I need to get them done again--it's been weeks"
Start LISTENING. You'll hear it.
And ***learn*** to just say, "Thank you".
After hearing this over and over for 2 years---I began to look at WHY?
Ok, women are TAUGHT: "Don't Brag"
Men are TAUGHT: "Have confidence...be strong"
So women literally feel like it's bad if we just say, "Thank you".
Which is why I suggest LEARNING/Practicing...when you get a compliment,
just say "Thank you!" Remember---this insanity has been passed down from Mom to Mom,
...woman to woman for a very long time.
Let's change it.
Also, does *anyone* feel like $cientology helped change this?
I know we all learned "TR 2" (acknowledgements)
However what I described...I heard constantly from Scientologists, as well.
So did it help?
Please share your thoughts on this.
My best to ALL
Tory/Magoo
My observations too with women. There seems to be this "never satisfied" thing which compliments just bash up against, get diminished/rejected and fall to the floor.
Like you Tory, I wondered why. This subject came up for me as I re-built myself, and my life, after leaving scientology. Scientology neutralised my femininity and sexuality. I mostly stopped seeing myself, sensing myself, as a woman and became a cog in the machine - a "terminal" in the game of "clearing the planet".
So I set about exploring this subject, mainly for personal reasons.
The inability for many women to graciously accept a compliment about their physical appearance is, imho, only the tip of a much deeper ice-berg. Given that historically many cultural systems have been patriarchal, the fact is girls and boys have been raised very differently over the centuries. The inherent "programming" from this is not even consciously noticed though it has been challenged, to some degree, by such movements as the suffragettes and the feminist movement. Yay for women being able to own land and get the same pay for the same job. But...
There is a huge "body beautiful" industry which permeates culture. This is perpetuated by women who compare their make-up, body shape/size, etc, with each other, even if they don't openly voice this. Healthy, loving self-acceptance has gone out the window in the midst of all this pressure to "conform".
The "beauty industry" has forced an illusionary "perfect benchmark" - and we are bombarded by images of women that represent probably less than 1% of real women. "Sexy", "feminine", "beautiful", etc, has been defined by popular culture and media. It is entirely unrealistic. The reality is most women have cellulite, most women have two different sized bosoms, most women have wonderful creases and curves. Many women look like hell the days leading up to their period, most women beautifully change after child-birth, etc, etc. But we are lead to feel guilty if we don't quite look "amazing" all the time. The sad part is most of us haven't even explored that silent guilt - we don't even know we have it cos it is so deeply cemented into our culture. Seldom do I meet a women who is "comfortable in her own skin".
Sisters, take a look at those thighs you feel are "too big". In former times you would have been revered and adored for having some flesh on your bones. Look at your ample bosom and perhaps consider how incredible it is you have been able to sustain new life with the perfect food for infants.
For me, it has been about re-framing and ignoring the cultural "noise" and pressure. Now I have to confess I am a slim woman. I can eat my heart out and never gain weight. Never have. Apparently I am like my paternal grandmother. It has been said to me "well it's okay for you, you've never had a weight issue". Ha! No one considers there are issues for me too. Like when I went under huge stress, lost weight and my clothes were literally falling off me. Nothing glamorous about that, at all. I have to monitor my food intake as I have a fast metabolism and like a baby, need to eat every couple of hours otherwise I run out of fuel/energy and can get cranky, lethargic, etc. One of my nieces is like me and from time to time we commiserate with each other about what a pain in the arse it is to have to cart snacks around in our bags so we can get through outings, etc.
What I'm getting at here, is self-acceptance, being in tune with who we are. There is so much sneaky silent shame for women. We quietly compare ourselves with the cultural "norm" and give ourselves hell.
Be kind to yourself. Support each other, in a kind way. We are each quite wonderful the way we are. If you want to lose weight or tighten something up, great. Do it for yourself, with love.
If someone takes the time to pay you a compliment, smile and calmly thank them. We come in all different shapes and sizes and I for one, celebrate that!