Bea Kiddo
Crusader
I guess recent questions and comments on other threads have inspired me to open a thread on this.
Its tough for me, because I am not sure how I feel. Alot to it.
My father got declared in 75 and we disconnected from him. We were in touch with him briefly in 82, but not since then.
And now I am declared, though its never been stated, my mother (who is in the Sea Org still) is disconnected from me.
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When I asked CJC about contacting my dad (before I left, I had a conversation with CJC PAC), and he told me "we dont really approve of SP's getting together" (you know, like I would be starting a suppressive group. He did not heavily object to it, but at the same time, casually disapproving of it.
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At this point, I say fuck that.
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But about my mom. I have had a lot of emotion and frustration about her (not blaming you A for bringing her up, ok?). I love her. I mean I guess I do. But at the same time, I feel like I hardly know her. It's weird. If she wants to jump ship, I will be here for her. But there is alot of repair to do. And I am not the one in lower conditions in the family, know what I mean?
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And my question for this thread: Anyone else have family they are disconnected from?
Has anyone had it both ways like me? Having one who has been declared that I disconnected from, then getting declared themselves and have others disconnect from you?
Curious of others outtakes on this.
Its tough for me, because I am not sure how I feel. Alot to it.
My father got declared in 75 and we disconnected from him. We were in touch with him briefly in 82, but not since then.
And now I am declared, though its never been stated, my mother (who is in the Sea Org still) is disconnected from me.
----
When I asked CJC about contacting my dad (before I left, I had a conversation with CJC PAC), and he told me "we dont really approve of SP's getting together" (you know, like I would be starting a suppressive group. He did not heavily object to it, but at the same time, casually disapproving of it.
----
At this point, I say fuck that.
---
But about my mom. I have had a lot of emotion and frustration about her (not blaming you A for bringing her up, ok?). I love her. I mean I guess I do. But at the same time, I feel like I hardly know her. It's weird. If she wants to jump ship, I will be here for her. But there is alot of repair to do. And I am not the one in lower conditions in the family, know what I mean?
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And my question for this thread: Anyone else have family they are disconnected from?
Has anyone had it both ways like me? Having one who has been declared that I disconnected from, then getting declared themselves and have others disconnect from you?
Curious of others outtakes on this.