Hello. I am from Hungary, but now I live in Tampa, Florida. I got to the Scientology when I was 15 - right after my mom died. My youngest sister got epilepsy from the emotional shock and I was looking for answers, I could not belive I would loose two human beings I loved the most. I was emotionally rocked, I got into scientology at that time. I started out in a mission. I did some life improvement courses - they actually helped me, soon I became staff member as a course supervisor.
I actually had success in the mission - I belived I was helping people, always trying to figure out what they needed to improve their life - putting them on a course, helping them to comprehend that technology and I was satisfied with scientology while being there.
4 years later I got recruieted into the Sea Org. I remember the day Igot there I right away heard people being yellled at and it was scarry. I was recruieted to be a course supervisor but soon I learned that does not matter at all. Many people when they get there become house keepers, cleaners etc for years. I was promised decent wages by my recruiter that I could have car, etc, good health insurance - all of it was a lie. When I got there andgot through the EPF I got locked up in a security room as they wanted me to be a security guardd (due to my strong body type) but I resisted saying I was recruited to be a course supervisor. I got yelled at, sleep deprivation there , ec but finally thye decided to give me a chance and soon I became a staff supervisor at Flag. First I enjoyed andI liked it a lot. I put up with being yelled at, being threatened with Com Evs, RPF is my stat was down - the stat push at Flag is incredible.
As years went by more and more we becamecut off from the outside world, we didn't watch TV, we could not read newspaper. In 2004 a FSSO mission arrived to run boot camp, stricter military style training, shipping basics, etc on staff. Constant yeling and threats just got worse. One of my junior got kicked into his body as he did show up for a boot camp late. They made us torun up and down a 10 story building FSO purchased at the time. They did it for so long the running that I started throwing up. They kicked into me, they said get a bucket and clean up my mess. in 2004 Iwent onto a vacation and after 14 years I saw how much the world changed. I realized how happu people were outside the church, and I quentioned if what the church was doing was righ or not. I have witnessed two staff memers getting forced into abortion, I have witnessed 2 kids in the cadet orgs trying to attempt suicide.
I realized I had to leave. I did a full doubt formula and I realized something was wrong in the church. On a daily basis I started to hide clothes under a ceiling tile in a bag in the staff college (securit guards checked you if you had too many bags...), I started to save money and after a year (45 bucks a week pay check) I got together 500$. I got busschedule to Tampa.One week before mybirthday I turned the switches off the cameras at the staff college I gathered my stuffs i colected through a year under the roof and I ran for the bus. I asked him to leave, fearing someone saw me and security guards would come after me. For my request the driver left 5 minutes ahead of schedule. And I started my like from 500$ at a temporary job, I got promoted to be a department manage 4 years later, I got happily married to an ex-Jehova Witness lady, I got a green card and now I live a moe happy life.
The Senior Qual Sec who lied and took people off the courseroom for RTC orders and later lied that I did that and yelled at me many times saying "f..k you, etc" was a big reason me leaving there. The Qual ESTO who always kept Com Evs preprinted on everyone so she could ComEv and potentially send to RPF anyone for even just once having a statistic down was an other factor. DPE , who personally hated me for some reason helped me to realize how crazy it was to be a part of suppressive group at Flag.
I actually had success in the mission - I belived I was helping people, always trying to figure out what they needed to improve their life - putting them on a course, helping them to comprehend that technology and I was satisfied with scientology while being there.
4 years later I got recruieted into the Sea Org. I remember the day Igot there I right away heard people being yellled at and it was scarry. I was recruieted to be a course supervisor but soon I learned that does not matter at all. Many people when they get there become house keepers, cleaners etc for years. I was promised decent wages by my recruiter that I could have car, etc, good health insurance - all of it was a lie. When I got there andgot through the EPF I got locked up in a security room as they wanted me to be a security guardd (due to my strong body type) but I resisted saying I was recruited to be a course supervisor. I got yelled at, sleep deprivation there , ec but finally thye decided to give me a chance and soon I became a staff supervisor at Flag. First I enjoyed andI liked it a lot. I put up with being yelled at, being threatened with Com Evs, RPF is my stat was down - the stat push at Flag is incredible.
As years went by more and more we becamecut off from the outside world, we didn't watch TV, we could not read newspaper. In 2004 a FSSO mission arrived to run boot camp, stricter military style training, shipping basics, etc on staff. Constant yeling and threats just got worse. One of my junior got kicked into his body as he did show up for a boot camp late. They made us torun up and down a 10 story building FSO purchased at the time. They did it for so long the running that I started throwing up. They kicked into me, they said get a bucket and clean up my mess. in 2004 Iwent onto a vacation and after 14 years I saw how much the world changed. I realized how happu people were outside the church, and I quentioned if what the church was doing was righ or not. I have witnessed two staff memers getting forced into abortion, I have witnessed 2 kids in the cadet orgs trying to attempt suicide.
I realized I had to leave. I did a full doubt formula and I realized something was wrong in the church. On a daily basis I started to hide clothes under a ceiling tile in a bag in the staff college (securit guards checked you if you had too many bags...), I started to save money and after a year (45 bucks a week pay check) I got together 500$. I got busschedule to Tampa.One week before mybirthday I turned the switches off the cameras at the staff college I gathered my stuffs i colected through a year under the roof and I ran for the bus. I asked him to leave, fearing someone saw me and security guards would come after me. For my request the driver left 5 minutes ahead of schedule. And I started my like from 500$ at a temporary job, I got promoted to be a department manage 4 years later, I got happily married to an ex-Jehova Witness lady, I got a green card and now I live a moe happy life.
The Senior Qual Sec who lied and took people off the courseroom for RTC orders and later lied that I did that and yelled at me many times saying "f..k you, etc" was a big reason me leaving there. The Qual ESTO who always kept Com Evs preprinted on everyone so she could ComEv and potentially send to RPF anyone for even just once having a statistic down was an other factor. DPE , who personally hated me for some reason helped me to realize how crazy it was to be a part of suppressive group at Flag.
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